Never-ending possibilities ♡

A surprise for me

2012-02-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

HERE'S THE STORY OF 1316, 11022012. I like the numbers. As usual, Saturday afternoon we were having ECA. And its Designing art and creativity club for me, Amy and Tino. I didn't wanna go up early like 1.30pm, since its only ECA, because i was too exhausted so i planned to take a nap, too bad Amy didn't let me, as she demanded so much of wanting to go up at 1.15pm.

Next, the 3 of us plus Deekay ran uphill with the lightest big wide thing on earth, the styrofoam. Walked and ran in so many kinds of manner, following the wind directions as it could break off our styrofoam. All those ranger things and leaving the heavy thing behind (Tino) she walked too slow, her legs get tired easily. :3 While i wait for her at the school foyer, saw Amy ran upstairs faster like a cheetah with the big styrofoam in her hand -_-" hoho!

I was welcomed by Nia upstairs, she needed the company to the loo. So yeah I did. And said she wanted to see Sir Amp, while he wasn't in the instructor room actually. SOON AFTER THAT, Deekay, Tino and Khalilah came over... almost dragging me along back into the toilet. but I refused. I didn't want to get in there again. Tino's scream still echoing in my head right now, how she let out her highest pitch calling me back inside. I STILL, REFUSED. Then each of them ran faster leaving me behind, they were like... on track! So I laugh! ahahah :B they were having fun like... I used to have in elementary school. I like that. :p besides, I joined the race, so I ran like #01 racer to enter the class and politely "Assalamualaikum" with my heart still beating faster after the race.. -_-" They gave me POKER FACE. ~~I haven't looked to the right side yet~~ :3, and when I turned around... I saw a cake with 8 lighted up candles on it..

I friking forgot that yesterday was my birthday!!! So I took a closer look over the cake and saw my name written on it. YA RABBI! IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY JUA YESTERDAY!!! I looked around and saw Malik's grins and everyone was smiling. What are all these?? Who did this?? :'D why is Tikah holding up her phone? Is she recording? my mind was slow (very very slow), i swear it was!! 3secs after my noobness then they sang the birthday song for me. :'D ... they led me to the cake and I blew off the candles.

I had zero clue on this, I freaking didn't get any clue :p

THANK YOU VERY MAJOR MUCH!!! mwahhh!

Bet this was before I enter the class: which means: While I was still on track.

THANKS MY GIRLFRIENDS. This was actually Amy's idea, she wanted to surprise me... like she always did to me. Evilly. But now... its priceless ♥

These four ladies. They made this for me. ♥

Whooooooo started all these first? Thank you!! That's Tino! Then I ran up to hug her! TIGHT ONE!

Amy, Tino and Tikah feed me the cake.. and Deekay splited some on my nose. :p HAHA I LOOKED LIKE ONE OF THE FREAK! HAHAHAHHA I WAS.

"Last but not least..."

This is my present from Facebook. Stated that I'm already an adult. HAHAHA correction, its YOUNG adult! Thank you ;)

2012-02-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Did 2 practicals yesterday. 1- Figuring out what type of blood, it was pretty amusing!! HEHE. COOL. Unfortunately, we weren't using our blood but sample blood (human bloods I supposed) -_-" I was so iski already, I for one was the first one to volunteered. I really really want my blood to be tested, since for my entire life, I have no idea what type of blood I'm having :3 HEHE. I guess I'm a B-type heterozygous.

Here:

Anti A and Anti B antibodies

Clumps were formed at Anti B antibodies! YEAH!! when I found this,
I was like... this stuffs is so cool, and will never get boring.

YET in the afternoon! Second practical: Osmoregulation. HEHE I like this one.

We were using the new lab, first popped out in mind: MLS : Malas laboratory
hehehe! Am I right malay-ians?
HEHE its mmm, I freaking don't know what it means yet! :P

Used live Ketam Kalok as our practical victims.

We were to drown one into a bucket of saltwater, the other one into a bucket of brackish water :3 HEHE and weigh them every 15 minutes.

Thought we were lucky for the entire practical hours, and kirakan easy life sudah that we had electronic balance //SIGH. BLACKED OUT!! dang it.

we had to use the normal manual balance T-T.

My A-group's crabs 8)

LOOK!!!!!! How sakai I was!! -_________-"

Day 1

2012-01-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

Arrived back to hostel at exact 1800 yesterday, but i bet I would reached here 2 minutes earlier if my parents and siblings ain't drooling about the RED Rambutans (The current hot topic among hostelites) along the road to get to my school -_-" HAHA~ I'm not excluded tho :p SUDDENLY, my heart drops! I really really really in the middle of two options, U-turn OR Not seeing my friends :/ LOLJK. In any ways, i will NEVER EVER get that first choice! in case of emergency :) SIGHS. The night was overwhelming :S

HOWEVER! #Day1 of school. Not excited at all. Few changes, good and bad. hmm~ our room's tiles were fully repaired, ~~Sir Shaher is no longer our Maths tutor~~, so... he was replaced by Sir Fely Feleny, he's a Muslim :) He just got back from his Master. BRAINY :D We did a short recap on graph with him just now, he kind of strict in teaching, and he likes giving tests >:D Always be prepare, brain! Move on, YEAH! we did mini class campaign during Cell & Molecular class in the afternoon. .......nothing excited right? I know~

AND EVERYONE LOOKED TIRED AND DIFFERENT! :p hehe!

T.G.I.DT

2011-12-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

Thank God Its Double Tuesday? Yipeeedo!

As we planned the other day, we were supposed to have this at Mateen's but unfortunately no ones home to look after my little siblings :/ Thought that we might have to postpone but then... my brain came to its senses, so! Location will be at my place ;) dum di dum dum! Wanting Alia and Tirah to be here as well, but Lia just got back home from her vacation and Tirah couldn't come. I is no want to missed the fun with you ladies~ xx

Doubling Tuesing with mi amigos, It was my treat ♥ HEHE! Zianapm, FizanH, Syamiiajiggy, Fuad_add and Mateenm were here! Mi gusta! Thought Mateen is going to bring his PS3 along >:( too bad, nada. So we played Tumblin' Monkey instead. Pretty emotional tho.

SO, I had loads of fun with them ;)) youtubed, guitar strumming ~~(I failed)~~, and 1/4 Kuntilanak Kesurupan with them but no Ziana :( and Syamii was the "last man standing" Fuad and Mateen ditched him alone.(Inda apa lah Mi, tani dari kecil dah sesama, dari perut dh bersebelahan, lol. Your mom held me when I was 4 days with you masih dalam tummy) awwwwwwww :') wait, tummy is wrong... should I say, "endometrium"? =="

I was lame. HAHA! yeah, I was. I really was :] or I really am? pfftshhh! Paracute and Pair-of-shit. Lol, it works! The google translation's version of Superbass AND The If you like my serious face, "Like-mah-status"! I LOLMAO over that! duhh~

Pictures stolen from Meimei's

FizanH, Qibahms, Syamiiajiggy, Zianapm, and Mateenm

Photographer: Fuad_add

TUMBLIN' MONKEYS! ♥

Getting a new look :))

2011-12-12T20:19:00.001+08:00

I suddenly have this urge to update my blog :) HEHE ITS BEEN A WHILE, MY BABY!! Looks like someone on my sidebar wants more updates :3 Bleeeeeegh! who ever you are "appledice" HE HE HE~

Bet you've heard about what happened during the night of 10th December :)) Its the Lunar Eclipse i mean :B Well, not that I want to brag about this, but out of a sudden i felt muscles were enlarging and furry hairs grew thicker. I didn't know that I am a wolf! HAHA okey I'm cutting the crap :P

This occurred between 7.34pm to 10.19pm //sighs. I stared at it for too long until my mata also bulat like the bulan :P uwuuuw! #moongazing i supposed. Sitting by the corner of our veranda, seeking for lunar eclipse every minutes. Thought that I've missed the 'moment' LOLMAO. I wasn't! I REALLY SAW IT with both of my naked eyes. "Allahuakhbar!!" that was my first time ever watching live lunar eclipse. Thank God to the clear sky :"D 10pm I had to sneak outside with my youngest sister to get the CLEAREST view. It was BEAUTIFUL ♥ and more stars were visible! drools.

If there's another chance, I don't wanna missed another time.

Amazazing

2011-11-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

HOOOPLA!

Tuesday: No lessons. woopah! :)) BUT! We were given a TASK! A piece of cake! T__T dressing up chairs in MPH from worn-out cotton to green latern :P Its green leather actually --, hehe. so...we completed ~~~~~ sorry I can't recall. Cause my brain ain't in her "awesosome" mood tonight. lol. who wants to know? no. one. so... ~~don't bother posting~~, Qibah! ^^ completed the task then we all went up'hill' for recess and started designing our banner :3 I really enjoyed painting! That i splashed purple paint to my own clothes. un-cool. T_T This is it:

Our Banner!

I heard that all the applied science students are requested to harvest tomorrow morning :D yayy! This is going to be EPIC! hehe :) Can't wait!! :B yes, i think this is great! I wanna have that feelings, natural feelings. That feelings when sunk your feet into mud. That feelings when the hotness of the sun strike through your skin, and dimmed your coolness :p That feelings when you get to feel the wind breezes. :) Its gonna be fun! HOPEFULLY!

"The awkward moment when you walked out the door alone, posing like more than a star, and people saw you"

Don't want you to erase that charm. I don't know why, but i saw something that make me feel the....static? There's nothing i can do. but. YES. I tell you this.

HOPELESS ROMANTIC T______T Help me to overcome this.

Afif ♥

2011-11-17T21:16:00.001+08:00

This is the most wonderful thing ever exist in the world. They give out loves and happiness.

Welcome Afif. Warden Aisyah's first baby boy.

Hello Wednesday.

2011-11-16T19:52:00.001+08:00

Had some photo session with Fatin, Shah and Yatie today by Ms Syifaa ;) For the Book Forum held this 29th November in RTB :X It's. hard. to. be. on~~. TV~~ :S *sigh* bleeeeegh! whatever. Lets move on! Been watching "Hello baby" again :3 Yoogeun is such A WONDERFUL baby boy! He he he he! LOL. AND YEAH Minho and Taemin caught my heart :8) HE HE HE! The way they persuade the baby, they dance, their smirks, their angel smile ~.~" hhhhhhh! bah enough!

Did infinite merepek lately. Pity my victims ;_; hehe. Only patient people can stand it, and only strong person melayan ♥ ((((free hugs)))) there you go!

ps: I don't wanna lose even a friend

I do what I have to do

AND I apologize if I did hurt your feelings

DON'T BLAME YOURSELF FOR THE MOST. YOU'RE SPECIAL ON YOUR OWN ♥
keep this in mind

You are beautiful, you are handsome. Don't be so insecure, It'll brings you down.

Frankly, there are still a lot more to say. BUT...... i think, its better to be left unsaid. :)

:D

2011-11-15T20:46:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Le Nabelleh! ;)

May Allah bless you always.

Made a little birthday surprise for THIS Le Nabelleh during the noon class. We were kinda thankful that he was asleep. SO we surprised him well :3

~~BHAHAHAHA >:D~~

Hope you like the cake Belleh! Tikah chose it just for you ;))

and May you and Tikah.... kekal abadi :P

eheks.

Almost giving up.

Possibilities ♥

2011-11-14T20:24:00.001+08:00

Don't break my heart before I give it to you Don't tell me no before I ask you this Don't say it doesn't fit before you try it on There's too much to lose to be wrong
And it feels like there's something here But I wanna see it before it disappears And if there's something real between me and you Well are we both open to
All these possibilities So many little possibilities Right in front of us Close enough to touch And far enough to have some time to see Are written in the stars We are who we are baby And I can't help but think that possibly There's possibility
Don't give me hope if there's nothing to this Don't let me in if you're not thereWhat I'm feeling doesn't happen every day So baby please play me fair
And it feels like there's something moreThan those crazy little crushes I've felt before When you move in closer I can feel the rush And now we're so close we can touch

This fuses in my bloods. I don't know why :') ♥

Keep holding on

2011-11-12T13:07:00.001+08:00

Missed Tahlil and Doa Selamat at Nini's last couple of night :( MUST see them later!

Its been a really messed up week. ~~7 days of torture~~ 7 days of bitter :/ BITTER it is. PChon died last night :'( I guess, Angel's soul took him away to revenge :( LOL. I can't make fun of this -_-" I gotta be strong. Both Angel and PChon had the same symptoms of dying

They were light
Weak
Swim uprightly

Asked Tino to google why, they said "The conditions might have bad water qualities, or bladder failure, or broken fins" We've no problem with the first and last :( Its the 2nd one. Tsk tsk T___T. and now again, leaving Nam alone :( We named it "Juice" actually, ;__; I'm not used to it, so i call it Nam (like previous dead female fish). ~~nuff with fish~~. Gotta buy the new one! HOGAIN!

OH YEAH! Plant Biology result was out recently :B Got high merit ^^ alhamdulillah. AND we went to the exam board to see adjusted Maths result --, HE HE (THE LORD HAS SPOKEN) 6 marks were upgraded to distinction :) HE HE HE. These marks aren't our final marks yet. Phase 2 awaits. There, I swear... I'll plant microchip to my brain and make it grows hair and twirls.

This is it, here i am sitting and typing.
Do you really think i need to release out my heart more?
Do you really think i shouldn't keep?
Do I really need to avoid the pain from coming?
I know, I've been told,
when i am not able to tell, i speak my mind to action, i help my heart to be strong.
But what happen if my heart isn't agree with my brain?
THINK.
Its a tight confusion.

We. can't. force. love.

Give back the curves.

2011-11-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

RIP Angel
She was mine and Tino's back up female molly for our Genetics breeding project

Date of death: 08/10/11

Died of: Injured right fin, her husband "PChon" attacked her in so many ways :( PChon was being too aggressive that it hurts Angel a lot. She had been in this pain for 2 days, which caused her to float sideways uprightly. She seemed struggle to live in that condition. I really really really don't wanna see her suffocate, so its better for her to just, leave. And now she's leaving :(
May you rest in peace & silent

MINOR BRAIN FREEDOM

2011-11-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

This has always been the BEST PART of every students' life :'D What i meant was, the moment when you wrote the final full-stop in your answer sheet, it just feels like... you lose millions of millions of weight from your brain. You head and your entire soul would scream out FREEDOM. BUT ME, yes ME! Was thinking that this isn't really a ~~FREEDOM~~. For your information, there is a new pair of couple (An uncle to Applied Computing Assignment and his girlfriend) wants me to read them vows.. [Starring Mr. Assignment and Ms. Gene] BEAUTIFUL name huh? I'll make a deal with them soon, Yeah you know... I need some space for myself to chill in and chill out~ #SWAG :{D

Ok so.. Animal Biology this morning was, NOT DIFFICULT -__-" Note that i didn't say it was easy :) I felt uneasy :S ~~UN-EASY~~. It was a good thing that most of the questions were taken from our revision paper ^^, Its just that (sigh) my "worry-ness" towards my results are higher than Mt. Everest, i tell you. Tsk! :8'(

We went up-hill (since its not stairs) to RE-sumbit our Applied Computing assignment and to see Miss Jocelyn ;) Here's the thing, Miss Laila told us that our Maths result was already posted on the notice board! LMAO! I swear my feet were trembling and my head and knees were vibrating. (I walk off the room to front the notice board in slowmotion ways) Look out for my group. Searching for my name in a criminal looks. My name was the last one in my group ;'O i let out tears. YES. TEARS OF HAPPINESS ♥ The name list was arranged from lowest to highest :) I for one am GRATEFUL for getting high merit for my maths :) BUT tsk! Can i have another 3-4 marks to reach distinction? :p The highest marks among ND Science Department was 94% (JELLY EYES) I ENVY ENVY ENVY! That brain is A NOBEL!

Whats more...? Plant Biology results will be released soon. So..... I'll prepare myself for it! Just like people who's about to FIGHT AN EVIL MONSTER ALIEN!//This is too much.

K bye ♥

2011-10-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

THIS IS SO TRUE :'D

I'm on hiatus. Exam weeks -_-"

TGIF?

2011-10-21T13:38:00.002+08:00

Day by day.. memories and histories.. skipped and moving on. People did that :) and I'm one of them. I'm bored. so gonna make a long post here

I've been thinking of posting everything that i have in mind right now.

Rolling in the deep with Group D.
My crap Computer presentation (un-cute)
Possibilities

Lets start with the first bullet *drumroll* earlier this month, where all SVW students cried out for some spaces and times to do their mounting assignments :o I for one am not excluded. too bad our request to postpone the tradition night was rejected! So each group gotta need to ~~show off~~ some of their 'hidden' talent and embarrassment :P eheks. My group: Me, Mas, Ain, Ayai, Firah, Amal, Zee, Nabil, Adib, Qawiy, ZulF, Muiz, Muaz.. did i missed anyone? -_-" I'm an old lady, easily forgotten. sorry. Just a couple of nights of bonding, laughing, deciding and practicing, we did our best, but 100% true prediction. LIKE HOW our performance went on. This, we sang the a cappella version of Rolling in the deep, the guys did the dum dum and girls sang, we hit the music up, hitting the bucket and shake the stone-filling bottle! seriously, BUCKET! I'm no kidding. HA-HA. well this was odd performance. From others. what i meant with the 100% right prediction was, we won the 3rd place :P Adib wanted it... and we got it :D

Second shot! YEAH! kill me with that show! Computer presentation. (it ain't cool bro!) I did some quick check on Ira's and Nabil's laptop ~~through my penD~~. I lost my computer folder (There was a round of applause in my brain) appreciating for the lost of mine ;_; thanks. whatever. ~~I almost cry,~~ SINCE Miss Laila said that she'd assessed our presentation skills :( so.... LMAO. I boomed on Tino's laptop, and Thank Godness, i able to restored my comp folder. When it was my turn, i couldn't sit right. Nervously acted in front of "audience" has always been a nightmare ;_; LOL. in conclusion of this, tho I got the "Best speaker" compliment, I'm sexy (X_X)" and i know my slides and my grammar still suck :(

Knowing all possibilities. I've completed my Plant Biology assignment. But next week, we're gonna get another assignment, *crickets* Its computer assignment, and Miss told us, it's not going to be as easy as what we're thinking it is D: so yeah, open your heart and accept the fact. ;_; Yesterday, i was trying my best to talk less at school, yeah i did. but not all time. I laughed loudly in the end. :( we have clowns in the class. and they're bad clowns. and i have my personal Indosiar channel :P ahaha!

Lately, i didn't get a nice sleep :(

this is too long :X

Silence too loud

2011-10-17T21:19:00.003+08:00

Let first thing first: SCHOOL.
EVERY MORNING, I quote this "I pray the morning breakfast is not sandwich, Amin" & BOO! ~~It WAS sandwich :)~~ A REASON why i despise the sandwich, THIS: MY TUMMY IS A CHOOSEY. D; I rather be hungry than had it. Its just that; it is un.acccept.able. psssssh lets get over with this. So tomorrow, Its my turn to do my computer presentation regaaaarding Teacher's Day. Pray the best for me... Its been a while since i last did my presentation last Tuesday :P ptuii! Somehow, audience got me... #nervousbreakdown. That isn't nice, brother!

Me, Tino and Anul, just watched "Death becomes her", RETRO! 90s movie. but yeah.. a combo to my laughters. I laughed a lot tonight. Yes, i believe i did. I suggest you to download this movie AS SOON AS YOU READ THIS PART! :P I wish i am able to make you to :P *cough* CRAP!

Now its time for me to post the brokenhearted chapter: what's make me SAD the MOST! ~~MY FISHES WERE DEAD!~~ PShone is the only one that alive (he's the father of all) His soon-to-be wife, Nam was as well ~~DEAD!~~ //sobbing. And Nam's 51 babies ~~ALSO DEAD!~~ x( Actually they died slowly, 51 then 39 then 21 then 13 then 1.... then zzzp! I bet that ONLY molly was bored and thought that its better for him to suicide.XP

I'D LOVE TO WISH ALL MY SIXTH FORM FRIENDS AND BUDDIES OUT THERE: BEST OF LUCKS FOR YOUR END OF YEAR EXAMINATION. AND TO THOSE WHO TAKE AS LEVEL. ALL THE BEST! MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

♥

LETS NOT MAKE THE NEGATIVITY BRINGS YOU DOWN.

YOU ALL CAN MAKE IT TO THE END! AMIN YA RABBAL 'ALAMIN :)

Enough to cheer up the night ♥

Bombed away!

2011-10-14T16:01:00.002+08:00

:) I lay my love on you, is all i wanna do

Define boredom :P

This: !@#$%^&*()_ Asdfghjk xcvbnm ertyuio sgcfyfdgfdtasvdjnv :D

Yeah, i've completed my chemistry assignment :D but i haven't continue my Plant biology assignment :p and yet my computer presentation slides for tomorrow ;)

I'm bored, i need someone, like.... someone to mess with, someone to make me laugh and jump my feet of the ground, someone to listen. BUT *sigh* everyone is busy with their works. Plus, ~~UNFORTUNATE~~ thing: connection doesn't seem to love me today -_-'

Last couple of night, i made a videocall with Fizan and Bazlee ♡ and LAST NIGHT with Lia, Bazlee, Fuad and Syami. Badass. We danced to some malay song, :'D Bazloooy crackz uz up with his movez unlike jaggah! tskkk but yeah connection sucks. and noises effects :( & I really wanna go on video call with Ziana and Mateen this time ^^ ♡I miss them mucho! Arguments between two of them was everyday, slaps and kicking elsewhere, talking bout dumbbells, weight, muscles and pacs, teasing each other...Wiwan, foods and Icy cool drink :') Ok, this is teary enough. I'll find times to hangout with them someday. SINCE Mateen will be going to Amsterdam and Lia will be going to US soon :"D SOON LENGSSSS, SOON!

ok bye.

me and my heart, we got issue

I'm on hiatus

2011-10-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

I'm here for another post! -___-"

Reports and assignments keep on coming, yeah one word #UNCOOL. That defines my current situation. I am cool... but just so you know~ COOL but made uncool. in other words, i am awesome.. but i hate being awesome. people gets jealous easily that way.. wuuuuh haha! Lets make it simple. I'm in a BEAUTIFUL DISASTER. This actually happened just now.. I ~~WAS~~ happy. Before i know, that i think, that i've made a wrong move.

Right! Assignments and reports: Animal Bio [checked!] Chemistry [editing] Plant Bio [to be continue..] Computer presentation [dying] Aww WELCOME TO NATIONAL DIPLOMA DEAR 17 YEAR OLD MAN! I said, MAN! Yes, I'm A MAN! Thank you :) I have beard! I owned mustache! I shaved EVERYDAY! :'(

Yeah, I found myself tighten in a row of thick and spiky rail. I KNOW I AM UNHAPPY. I don't know why i still wait for myself and my heart and my mind to smile like i was before For sure, the happiness don't drive itself to me unless ~~i ask them to~~. This is an example of a denial person, like me. Insecure, confuse, using her 4 brains (but still not enough) too much, blaming herself TO THE CORE unreasonably, maybe because....

She likes someone

but that someone is.....
unconditionally can be hurtful and (an antidote) at the same time

He's........a man that no one can be able to describe

his appearances and personalities,

that is... secretive but true,

that stuck in her head all day..

ONLY when she's too focus with works,

she'll put him aside but still in her brain(s)..

other possibilities, she had already lost her track

... in a maze, full with sweet smokes..

and.. bloody torn parachute.

THIS IS SO....... ~~pathetic :(~~

darling, i've been thinking too much. Here, I think that... MY HEART is the one FOR ME. I can take care of it on my own... ;'D I sure think i can.

Lately, I'm an emo-go-lucky :p

Life ain't so cool mahn~

2011-09-30T10:38:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since i last posted ;) Dear abandoned blog, i miss you. Shits happened lately. Issues. LMAO! I shouldn't have posted this. But this is a request from my brain. And a signal from my SA and AV nodes. (whatever it is).

I've tweeted too much, with sorta brief explanation. I live my life.YES. and people change in every different perspectives. According to Karl Marx.. HA-HA forget Sociology. I miss Set 1! :') shooooo! Sometimes i wish that i can turn back time and realized. I have reasons why i wanted to be here, where i stand, so bad. #01 is "To chase my future". The word "FUTURE" has A LOT! Things going on in there. Good or bad, ups and downs, oohs and aahs. REPOST: I live my life. Patience is required. I have said before, i must commit myself to life. I'm still accepting the fact that obstacles can appear in anyways. I want it or not, it'll always be THERE. This involves my other half, YES, my alter ego. GOT ME PAWNED! #uncool.

I admit, i'm a denial. A DENIAL. I noticed, in "other" word. I deny almost EVERYTHING. Should i say to protect myself? umm no. If i did protecting myself, why did i get hurt? SEE THAT!? I'm confused!

I HAD MYSELF TANGLED UP.

Also a reason why i don't wanna get hooked to someone. YET a crush, i mean. Cause, once i get stuck with it, it'll be quite A WHILE. :( I don't wanna get into that miserable mess again. yeah, IF I LIKE HIM. I'd have installed another brain and another heart. It ain't easy. Liking someone, missing someone, heart skips a beat, rare pulse rates, flipping feet, head down, get texted: automatically smiling cheek to cheek. Just like......falling in love? Does that explained?

THE END

when boredom strikes....

2011-07-22T14:31:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, There are two girls name Qibah and Amy. Wanting to scan through Genetics note from Miss Hadi... too bad they were so bored so they went merambo at Fatin's and Deekay's room downstairs. Four of them read through the notes deeply and peacefully with no headset on...

Suddenly.... BAM!!!

I was the Edward Cullen and my Bruneian Bella, Deekay

I could feel my capillary activated its way to hit my hair bulb and i grew thick eyebrows! I've longed for it!

then again I grew facial hair....

.......and more facial hair

Dup dab dup dap! Princess FAILED!

And we have our own Super Maria ;)

______________________________________________

And this is LAST NIGHT!

We the Audrey Hepburn wanna-be

Local ulzang :P

The long lost Vietnamese and her best right momma! yo!

2011-07-20T13:27:00.000+08:00

I feel like posting.......

SVW Main stage

HM's in KB 17072011

2011-07-19T20:01:00.001+08:00

I denied the crowds. All I want is at least a handshake with His Majesty. Luckily, I have shaken all of them 3x *heaven....

[low quality shots :'(]

His Majesty ♥

Prince Malik ♥

♥Prince Mateen♥

My favorite Princes ♥ ♥ ♥

Prince Jefri ♥ A brother to His Majesty :)

I WANNA MEET THEM AGAIN SOMEDAY!

And this... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I was like.... "HE'S LOOKING INTO MY PHONECAM!" :'D

♥ Good looking and Handsome Prince Mateen! ♥

Voicing out

2011-07-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday to one of my Biotech classmate Qayyum Marzuqi aka Abg Juki.

:P May Allah bless you with longevity and prosperity. With a full package of wealth and health.

And so.... i heard, HM's went to visit my former school SMSA ♥ yesterday. I can't deny my jealousy. eheshh :B boom kapow!! Here's the thing, when i moved out to SMSA from PJN, I heard Prince Azim... went there. Now! I moved out to Wasan Vocational from SMSA, there goes HM's ;_; tsk tsk.. I understand. (cut my wrists)

Back to my institution life~ We had Language & Communication (Ms Milly), Chemistry (Sir Ampuan), Genetic (Ms Hadi) and Plant Biology (Ms Ruby) just now. -__-" I ALMOST fell asleep during Ms Milly. She just loves to lecture. Oh yes! GOOD LECTURE! I love her sleep-able advice *headbanging* LMAO. Okayshhhh! Sir Ampuan wasn't there for us. What so exciting about Genetic is... We were told to breed any animal we want!!!! within 4 months (From October) :D Amy would be my breeding partner (sounds wrong). Whatever. Move on to Plant Biology, we're introducing ourselves to Ms Ruby in inks and on paper. :3 Sweet! Thank God she didn't read out my paper out loudly. khekhekhe :B I know, i used to dislike Plant Biology. Honestly, IN BIOLOGY. I ONLY in love with Human and Animal Biology + Genetics! ;) At the end, All the tutor briefly explained to us regarding our assignments and reports.

Hopefully everything will be fine. I started to bond with few of the guys. Don't worry i have BONDS with the girls already ;) I just need to..................voice out more.

Welcoming ND/BIOTECHNOLOGY/03

2011-07-10T10:02:00.005+08:00

These are my classmates! ND/BTEC/03 (6 boys and 14 girls) And the one in ECA uniform is our class tutor. Miss Joceyln

It was #badass! The whole 5days (plus 5nights) orientation went well. It wasn't as fun as i thought, yet enjoyable. All the seniors seemed nice and friendly. haiiiloike! the 5nights orientation (Hostelry) LMAO! We were to wake up before 5.30am for the breeze walk around all the college compound. (I mengantuk tahap nak mampus) and the night orientation end at 10pm- 11pm or so... #aigilajoa. I was in Ben10 group with the treadmark, "BEN10!! BERTUKAR!" . We actually have won most activities, but our spontaneous acting performance's was disrespectful and dirty. That made us won the 5th place, BUT LMFAO! I don't have the picture of my hostel group. Speaking of hostel, i love my roommates! xoxoxo! Amy, Anul and Mas ;) Too bad our room is non-wifi detected// head banging. been staying there 6 nights already... Twas difficult to sleep during the "first night" heho! 3rd - 6th days, I was sleeping like a pig! HAHA!

Aerobic

"Lucky" and "Kenangan terindah" performance in our smart uniform. Strummed by Shah. We won the 2nd place of all 8 courses.

In dining hall. Qayyum in the green tag (Ben10). About to pass the message.

Quite formal.

This is the final orientation activities we had. We won the game! Thanks to "Jambu" he danced well with the newspaper and tissue clothings. FYI, he's the one that had been lifted up by Agee (in yellow) and Apes :P

OH YEAH! this is Ben10! Standing; Qayyum, Amin, Anis (Jambu). Sitting; Semah, Steph, Apess, Ira and ME :D

I used to be the most talkative with high imagination among my friends here in KB. In Bandar, for real... aku diam membisu. I really need to blend in with my surroundings. Things are different! with millions of attitudes, interactions, socializations. So... for the entire 5 semester i expect bonds and fusions of siblings and families with them ;)

Timetable was given yesterday. So, we're going to study 8 subjects. Cell & Molecular Biology, Plant Biology, Animal Biology, Genetics, Chemistry, Mathematics, Language & Communication and Ugama ;)

I MISS ALL MY BUDDIES IN KB! :'(

Future holds.

2011-06-30T13:44:00.003+08:00

4th July awaits// Half anxious half excited.

Correction, they said we're not the 3rd intake and that's make us the 4th intake this year. I wish i'll be doing fine and good with my studies. May Allah bless everything I learn. And to the selected student on the waiting list, congratulations!

Influenced by Maharaja Lawak D:

2011-06-27T20:57:00.004+08:00

I think i have a crush on Acai & Mael Lambung! seriously, blame ML. HAHA! They're #Jozan. They've influenced me so bad. Everywhere, that Acai's accent and that Mael's gestures. grrrr! So sad that they didn't get the first place. I still youtubed them. Because i want to. And no one cares.

......me and my aunts went to the BEBD 2000 house scheme showrooms this evening. All i could say is, IMPRESSING! i love the furniture and although the rooms are quite small, but still (Y) baik punye~~~ I don't know if i should mention this or not. Since my current mood is LAME... i think i should. Here, everytime i opened the toilet door, suddenly a music played (on my mind) "SABUN DI BILIK MANDI!! SABUN!!" damn it! I sang it loudly? did i? tad ta daaa~ applause for Jambu..

Yadoi!!

PS; Get well soon Umairah. She was admitted to the hospital the last couple of night :( of asthma. She's just 2 years old. Goodthing, less sugar but she played so much! she bit me, she pulled my hijab, and ate my boiled egg D: she's a wonderful toddler.

#slightlyaddicted to colors

2011-06-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

I love what i'm doing

"keep your smile up!" - HY

2011-06-21T14:53:00.005+08:00

Credits to: Hariz, Leon, Fuad, Ziemah, Batchloy, Meimei, Tyrah, Lia and Ziana

Yeay! mis páginas se actualizan de despedida, me gusta!!

"IKAW PANGET IN A VERY MAGANDA WAY! JHAYR SANTOS YOR PINOY FRIEND."

This crack me up with laughters! I don't know what it means! But JhayR Santos is the man in youtube right? :D I love the messages anyway!

Can't believe today is my last day in SMSA! LAST. DAY. I repeat! I hate how I held back my tears seeing them and laughing with them. I hate how I met a new friend and today is my last day! We were just bonded! I hate how I have to make them smile, and if i cry i know they'll cry too. Tsk. I just hate being emo to public. So inappropriate.

I didn't know that I had to go to Welfare, Finance and Library room for the HOD's signature. permissions for leaving, i supposed. grrrr! I just had a thought that i could fully spending my time with my friends. but NOT! #kehidupanyangsedih yea~

Another week holiday. :3 goodthing; i can wake up late. badthing: i still have loads of chores to do at home. and it is DAILY chores. (Morning chores) you know~ move on..

I'm so thrilled! and i can't wait for the 30th June! MONTE CARLO babyyyy! *cough* If you're reading this. I still keep your promise to belanja me watch Monte Carlo. Just the TWO OF US! OKAY!? we're sweet! i love you & you love me. Its okay, you pay for my ticket and i'll pay for our drinks and popcorns! Deal! we're so closed and no one is allowed to stop us! jeng jeng jeng!

Curiosity kills much more painful than CO (Carbonous Oxide).

A book is enough

2011-06-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

Don't know what to post about, but i feel like updating :3

Came to school like usual this morning. Wait, i found that it was actually "usual". Came late duh~ Houyeah! returning business textbook and leaving certificate form...to...fill..in! Whatever it is. The day was a bit tiring but i did enjoyed. THE AWKWARD MOMENTS were there!

The awkward moment when your tutor talks to his friend, you have no idea with who they're talking with, and you reply them.

The awkward moment when you say 'Hi' to your friend and they're like "uh...?"

two words. so-uncool!

The WHOLE DAY PS! :D oh yeah i like~ Set 2 to Set 5! Boo-hoo i wasn't able to enjoy my whole day ps! I've to look for my tutors to get their leaving approval and returned textbooks "autograph" nyeheheheh!

Amal Pqah, Azrina, Syami, Mateen (& Angry Birds to be named TeenMa)

Meimei & Ziana!

Set 3 buddies ruined my PU1 notebook with loads of messages and "sweet" comments. I'm fine with it! & I have a new pet! Its the Red Angry bird from Mateen! gracias mucho! me gusta~

SMSA, I'm gonna miss:

My friends and tutors
Making such confession, "Banarnya....." (silence) "Aku....lelaki" :'D
My ps-mates. Ammar w her new mole, Zyan the perasaan but adorable, Syafiq my imagination partner!, Wani my Maharaja Lawak girl and Courage! and Hafiz microphone head!
saying "aigilajoa" with them
Kantin B's minuman 3 Rasa (honestly, i never tried the milo)
School's cafeteria and smarties round so-called HSM table
The air-conditioned auditorium
Walking from end to end. from Business to Maths =___=" both rooms are EDGES!
Walking alone like a dumbass
Inventing crap inside jokes.
Talking to random peoples, with random greetings.
Standing alone at the waiting area, (they call it grandstand).
Bringing phone to school but no tutor ever noticed.
Skipping few of the classes. Cause i'm cool like dat!

To be continue....

I keep on listening to the first 20th century songs nowadays, including oldies! from Bob Marley to Micheal learns to rock. From A1 to NSync. From Savage Garden to S Club 7. Until now. I miss Cassie.

2011-06-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

"The end of one story is always a beginning of another story. For everything you lose, you'll always gain something better. Believe!"

I have to believe the fact that i'm losing it! I'm blaming myself. And now, i'm looking forward to a new and hopefully wonderful days ahead. Despite the ups and downs.

Next to you

2011-06-18T21:00:00.003+08:00

I'm glad that I'm the 295/8th viewers!!

Patience is needed

2011-06-14T15:29:00.004+08:00

13/06/2011.

We went to SVW for my ND Biotechnology registration :) Met few of my "future" friends. FYI, we weren't the third intake but the fourth one. HEHO! The instructor asked me to try out the labcoat to get my size :) For size S, I'm still small. Boohoo! Pssst thank God I'm not the only one with the cute size, there's a girl (and look smaller than me) phewww ^.^"

Soon after registration, we went to the hostel area as told by the instructor. Hostel and the college, 500m down the hill :3 we were offered to check around the hostel rooms. They said, currently the hostel janitors were up for their holiday so no one to clean the hallway. *it was dirty :(* Move on, girls hostel. Quite small lobby for us to chill & watch tv. *sigh* wait! GOODTHING is, I like the flatscreen tv and the wi-fi! Wehoo! THE ROOM! Each room, 4 people, with 4 single beds, 4 cupboards, and toilet! (In each room) 2 separate areas. I mean 2 beds on both sides and toilet in the middle. I like it when the toilet is also in the room itself ~~inda payah keluar malam2 buta~~. Finally we went to the laundry areahhh. HEHO! Washing machines, sinks, pipes! haiiiloike

#funnything: I saw a warning sticked on one of the door written, "AWAS!! Siapa masuk pakai selipar/kasut denda $0.20" LMFAO

6611 ♥

2011-06-10T13:13:00.007+08:00

Last day of the 2nd term 6th June 2011 ♥ The day to be enjoyed and to cherish. PU1/H4 only Me, Iffa, Syaza, Syai, Kaisah (but she went home early, wrong attire) , Nia, Firas. ♥

Returning Maths and Sociology textbooks

I found that this was the hardest mission of the day. Especially Maths. Just because i was afraid to see Mr. Chan's reaction :P hehe and so, I returned Sociology textbooks first. Sir Fadillah didn't ask so much and I was a bit more relief :P all he asked was "Accepted for what course?," and "Anything more?," fuuuh~

Maths, yes the peak one. All the 4 months being Mr. Chan's student, I for one was hardly talk to him... I was scared too much. I know~ he's not like that lollipop cheeks in Scary Movie :3 shshhshsh whatever. Move on, How on earth that he didn't know about SVW? and he thought i go for a degree. (THAT'D BE A POWWW!!).

MC: are you happy now?

Me: Not happy leaving SMSA but glad to be accepted for that course

MC: what course again?

Me: Biotech it is ;)

MC: O_o

Me: :8)

Last but not least, he laughed at my Hostel confession

Aerobic & Cleaning campaign

What a very unexpected not-tiring aerobic moves (& the beat) *the beat? like my nick, oh yeah* left and right, clap! back and forth, stretched! houyeah~ me and Iffa at the back just laughed at the group of boys next to us. #coztheywerecoollikedat. But hey, we did some of the moves, haha the simplest one only :D SIMPLEST.

Cleaning campaign, PU1/H4 were directed to clean the bookstore. TOO DUSTY! hayho! free face mask! and 15mins cleaning & arranging, done!

Gig performance by the Music club members

I LOVE THIS PART! so.... me and Iffa sat on the 2nd front smarties table at the school "cafeteria" & waiting patiently for the show, GREAT performance from each of them. Lovely, a song dedication from Saradha "The only exception" she used to sing me this song in Maths class D: GUREEEEAT performance from Syaza & The Gang "Pressure" i loike~ and ft Qydah & Rifhan "Rolling in the deep". AND a 5 STARS performance by Kala "Price tag", "Someone like you" & "Wether without you" ♥

ENJOY!

One last thing, Syaza drew this just for me. I loooooike it! As a precious memory from the Jarrock and TeaMoon

I know in any ways, i won't forget them ♥

2011-06-10T13:06:00.005+08:00

Just a quick but meaningful post from me here; 20th & 21st June will be my last day in SMSA :(

Last time, on the 5th June: Some of my beloved 5Sc4 including me went to a dinner + reunion ( and a farewell surprise for me :"D) at Sea view steamboat ♥ ♥ ♥ me gusta~ So here are some of the memorable picto

Girl power ♥

Mateen should be standing :) and I'm the guest of honor

cause we're rock like dat!

Thanks i ♥ you so much guys

I know I'm holding back my tears

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

with loads of love.

I will surely post some more memorable pictures next time :D

Gotta go my own way :')

2011-06-03T12:23:00.008+08:00

Tuesday, between 10 to 11am :) step by step;

We were having our breakfast at the waiting bay area; They called it "Grandstand"
Checked my phone and a little sneak peek for facebook. Its written Messages (4). It used to be (3)
Thought it was from Ziana: Then it was from a friend from a college where i've applied for a course :) "Qibah! youre accepted! Your name is on the list"
OMFG! I jumped my feet off the ground and shedding tears of happiness :"D
Texted my mom in CAPS LOCK!

- I couldn't hush down. So I told the others. Tirah, Mateen, Lia, Meimei, Mimi, and others. Hugs yeah!

I feel sort of guilty for not telling all them earlier. bla bla bla.... Words spread faster on air, it exposed on facebook and twitter. :X I hate this part right here: Wallposts and comments on both account were kind of sadistic for me. I know, I was applying for the Biotechnology in SVW

I found these comments are so touchy :'D

Alieff: QIBAH! jangannn tinggal daku.. oh qibaaaah... HAHAHA xPP

Ziana: Nur Naqibah, i am going to miss you babyyy ♥ nada dangan curhat lagi ni. :( nda pedah2 pagi2 aku menangis oleh mu dang. haha. :s ♥ ♥ ♥ wish you all the best disanaa. jangan curang sama alai k? :p and yeaaaah congratulations! ;) tepaksa lah kau amanah kan aku saja liatkan 'ia'. :D// aku msg kau selalu ni. kalah tu msg ku arah sidangan. :3 awu eh boring bah ia tu. :p ♥ ♥ alum apa2, sudah tah aku imagine cemana usul ku lapas kau pindah nanti. tsktsk. jangaaaan tinggal kan aku wah qibah. :'( // yataaah wah. haha. sekali sekala bah beemo. :p tapi banar lah, rindu berabis aku kan begila sama kau ni. :( // akuu paksa tahan, mun aku teruskan takut ku banjir smsa oleh airmata ku. :s // yatah jangan pindah. :3 haha. nadawah. it's your choice bah ♥ kami support dari belakang saja. :D // aku emo sudah tadi. mula2 diskulah, kali dirumah aku sambung lagii. :s ♥ sebelum kau pindaaah mesti hangout k k k? //

Mimi: I still can't believe that Qibah Md S is moving to another school :-'( // QIBAH *SOBSOBSOB* QIBAH *SOBSOBSOB* QIBAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :-( Spazzy partner ku. Suka kau meliat aku menangis kali :-( Mengapatah kau pindah Wasan tu. Di smsa nada course mu yg kau minat berabis kah? :-( Menanam padi kau arh Wasan? :-( Congratulations anyway♥♥♥♥♥ Jahat kau ah e_____e Sobsobsob.// lol sorry nada lah. I mean mcm it's for your own future :-D I wish you the best! Good good good luck! :-""""") Banar pulang. Tapi mcm one of us left in a group tu mcm............... e___e It's okay KIAH♥ we will still ♥ you. Jgn lupa dngr lagu Fiction ah di sana. No matter berapa kali berapa count kau dngr lagu Fiction tu. Theme song sweezhi tu hahahahahaha! Bah jalan? I mean hang out? It's up to you dimana pilih tmpt. Kami okay :-D //

Saradha: FRIEND !! WHY YOU LEAVE ME? :'( // ‎*sighs* who am i gonna sing "low batt" songs to? :S who am i gonna depend on to make me laugh? :( WHO AM I GONNA ASK THE TIME DURING EXTRA? :'( WOMAN. DON'T LEAVE MEHHHH! HAHAHHAA. where you gonna study? x.x *holds qibah's legs* HEHEHHE ♥ // REALLY? :D when are you leaving? D': sadlife yo. *sighs* AWUBAHHHHH macam mo mati i sing that only exception. AHHAHAHA you will totally miss it ;) I never thought i'd say this, but.. I can't wait for maths extra tomorrow! ^^ yoh iski. ♥ HEHEHEHHEE YOU BAAAAAh Leave meeeee!

Swee Zhi: IM GONNA MISS U SO MUCH,when are u leaving???? // ....IM GONNA TREASURE OUR TYM.//

*To others comments ... i just can't and don't want to post them here ... they're just too ... memorable! If i have the feel to update, i will post them soon*

I know this is REALLY hard for me, i just bonded with some of new friends yesterday, and now leaving them? Esp leaving those who i've known for years! and just MONTHS! :( I have to leave Fencing as well :( tsk.. THIS IS SO HARD!

Behind your hazel eyes :D

2011-05-26T20:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU

ABD AMZARI

May Allah bless you with longevity, and showers you with happiness and wealth. 18 represents legal. Drive slowly, pakai safety belt. Bah lame tia :O Okay,

Whenever you read this, may you have a wonderful life.

Take care always. DA!

back in the dark

2011-02-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

Quick update :D

Our O'level results had been released just a week ago. Point to my previous post, i promised to post my specif grade. I swear, for me my results aren't that good.

English Language - 7

Bahasa Melayu - 5

Geography - 4

Biology - 4

Physics - 3

Chemistry - 6

Mathematics - 3

Principles Of Accounts - 6

How i wish i can get better :) this is as far as i can reached. Should be grateful to Allah :) Moved on, Couple of days after receiving our results via messages. We went back to our school SM PJN :) to get our Statement of Results, as well as leaving form. Soon after getting these, me and my friends looked forward to attend SMSA open day :) SMSA is going to be our sixth form school. :D yay! I still can't believe the fact that i'm into form six.

However, talking about sixth form. We were to choose 3 subject or more ;) what i have in my mind are Business studies, Sociology and Maths :) Why?

Business: I like business, i want to explore, and who knows someday i can advance businesses. :P

Sociology: Embassy and motivation popped up :D

Maths: SINCE i got B3 for my maths and physics. Plus Maths linked with Business studies.

I hope that helps. xoxo.

RESULTS

2011-02-07T14:01:00.005+08:00

''All candidates' nightmare" -Isupposed

Here are short article; this makes me so proud. Like, seriouslayyy. Brunei's 'A', 'O' level results show slight increase. Read :) our school PJN was announced, 100% achievement record for students obtaining three 'O' levels. :D

Quick post here. Thank God. I'm so grateful to Allah SWT. :D I got 7Os. My bad, i didn't get credit for my English T____T

NOC- 7

ENG - D

BM - C

PHY - B

CHEM - C

BIO - B

POA - C

GEO -B

MATH - B

i don't know my specific grades yet :) So, catch me on my next post ;)

Partay people hay!

2011-01-30T00:44:00.003+08:00

"The night is still young," -you all know this :D

I'm going to update about what had happened to me yesterday :S

I wasn't feeling well :(. I WAS well before feeling unwell, it was started while i was having my sleep. Seriously, i felt pain all way from my head to toes :S i don't blame the air conditioner, but i think my younger sisters got me being in this state. They were sick before me. :S Soon after i woke up, i barely step on the floor! the tiles were cold! so!! I slowly...crawled. hehe :/ *awkward*

We've been planning to go shopping right after sending my sister off to ITB, before that.. she and my auntie were attending the blabla thing for about taking a blood test, and we arrived at Liang clinic at around 8.15am & one of the Dr. said that they had to wait for 2 hours for the blood to be tested. whoot? my sister's class was at 10.15! Between Sg. Liang and BSB *do the maths*

Since i know i wasn't feeling well, it was my aunt's treat to pay off for my tablets and cooling water ;) Eat a tablet every 4 hours, till we reached to the city ;) Kaka Fiqah stopped us from having our lunch, she wanted to tag along :S me and my auntie had to 'berlapar' for 2 hours, to wait for her class to finished. Plus, we went to buy for a pair of purple sport shoe and snack without her. (by this time i was still okay =='' no pain..)

Fetched her at 12, we went right away to The Mall :D WHERE i started to feel sick! Met Ka Fiqah's friends, and i saw Oli ;) she didn't seem to recognize me. :S

until whatever, been in the car, i sleep straightaway! My body was in the state of...unexplainable overwhelming. Reached home, again, i slept.

okay. stop for the limit. xoxo readers.

Thirst of a post

2011-01-23T15:18:00.002+08:00

I just read a friend blog Fuad and that what made my eagerness to post something on my blog, I have nothing to post tho. Let's just burst everything out! I just feel like to.

Here, me and my mom were watching the repeat of AI10's Hopefuls' auditioned. Seriously, from my own view..the 16 yr old teenagers are the best! Especially from Briell and Travis Orlando! :Q And talking about AI10, they have replaced 2 judges Simon Cowell with Steven Tyler and Jennifer Lopez to replace Kara DioGuardi I supposed so. But what about Ellen DeGeneres? I'm loving her show! shoo whatever, here's the conclusion: I can't wait for American Idon S10 show! :D Since STARworld is the Home of idols. Plus, I can't wait for Glee S2! (6) Charice! Hehe will there be a 'Goodbye Rachel, Hello Charice' scene? Better wait for ze shows!!

Forget E post. Jumped to school thing. They say, they post, the keep metioning everywhere! On facebook, on twitter, and on webs! What I actually mean: The O' / A' Level results! "Bla bla blaa results will be posted on the Official CIE website exactly at 00:01 on the 24th January, and will be distributed to all schools by early February," I should've get suprised but nay~ This SHOCKED me to death! I knew this news from a friend. Non-mention-name :)

Rawr! Imma done posting here. Until someday blogwalkers ;) xo.

Its been a while

2010-12-22T23:51:00.006+08:00

"My minds are playing tricks with me lately! Here: Being single is a choice Some say its to avoid heartbreaks but some choose to be single because they're still in love with someone"

Our Usu were coming back home couple of days ago! From their honeymoon in Dubai :O Flight were delayed twice, so we had to wait twice! *evil laugh* I was expecting something-some-word so good, then i turned out to get "Bloody hell" spoke out in my face! Gah!! It felt good mahn~ seriously! I laughed. But hey! She didn't say it out seriously. C'mon! Goodgirls saying badwords. The very common thing in the universe! She bought me a Character Japan watch! Lifestyle Pencilbag and rainbow striped socks! Aw so cute!! :D Thankyou!! Hehe! :D

2 nights over at my grans' place, (now I'm home). "Wonderful" moments, yeah right. Tired all day! Awesome though. Helping things in the kitchen, Babysitting Umairah :D, Covering textbooks and exercises books of my little cousins alone~ resulting cuts on my fingers. A scratch and one deep cut! Inventing jokes with 10 year old sister and a cousin were gurreat and simply lame *claps* Careless eyesight! Zzzzzzzzp! My first finger was numb, I couldnt feel the bloods coming out, brr which I had to lick the iron-taste-blood-not-yummy-ew! No plaster was seen. 10 mins. Found one. Plastered. 20mins later. Itchy!!

♥
I've said it all before, now: The strongest thing that's greater than the power of mind is the courage of a heart! So, now i get it... I seemed to give you so much hopes which's not what I want. And HUGE parts of it are my fault! = I deserve to be unforgiven. D: I am truly sorry! I think back harder and way deeper than before, that I shouldn't be in this ~~state~~ Its for the best. Best for me & for us. Finally, by facing the truth. I wish I can get things straight :)

What my heart says:

2010-12-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

19th November. Saturday night fevah! What am I up to tonight? Super Show 2!, 90210 & The Vampire Diaries I bet you've heard about the facebook rumour the "Facebook-Will-Be-Banned-In-Brunei" plus haha whatever not funny! I for one am really-very-so AGREE with a friend's blog about facebook-annoying thingy. Lol. Desperate much? Requesting for likes from public users.*inhale* whatever! !@#$%^&* nyahah! Forget facebook, let's move on here:

We borrowed a dvd from a cousin. Well, its Super Show 2! 13eyond OMG! I would scream my lungs out watching Siwon's pouts and with his black-lined eyes! *shawty hawty baby!* and in orange skinny! I have one too, but with white polka dot ^^ teehee! Ka Fiqah just brought it home ^^ Other than this thing, THAT made my downlook went ecstatic: is that...oh yea..teenlove stuffs. Let's not call it stuff, it was a serious thing! mahn~~~

Here it goes: Well, I know I shouldn't post out everything here. Since you get to know a novel from its blurb. So, imma give a blurb-like story here. I really don't know how to express my words, but with a sincere heart..and its eagerness to spread a little, so just deal with it ;)

"A more-than-year loveless girl downtown has a party to attend where she start realising her true feelings towards a guy who she thinks might not be the one. He always comes up with updates that sometimes could break her heart a little.They've known each other for like more than half a year, so they tend to get together with kinds of insides jokes and stories to share. One night, with 6 other members, she sensed something she finds very unusual with her own actions and instantly grew curiosity among the others. As sparks start to fly, it appears there's a whole lot more to their heart-thing than just stories. A modern technology seems working for both of them to act through. Until now, for them future still hanging over the presence,"

I think that's enough for readers. Well. Keep reading for next issue :P
Xoxo.

Ucu's Wedding

2010-12-11T14:19:00.003+08:00

Last week, within 3rd to 5th December + 7th December we were having occasions and family functions. Akad Nikah, Berbedak & Bersanding for about the groom and bride. Plus, a surprise birthday party for Abg Apip 21st birthday :D. So, i won't update essays here. But Photos! Here are some pictures i stole from one of my relatives facebook ;p All these pictures can explain every bit of our excitement :D PS The pictures I'm uploading are not in order.

The Pengantin

Hantaran from groom

Hantaran from bride

Charlie's Angle :P Me, Aisyah and Kaka Afee

That's the Charlie :P Abg Saiful.

Groom with the bride's mother, same goes to the bride

Officially husband and wife :') aw

Waiting for the status to change :')

HAPPY FACES!

PS: I'll continue posting soon i have time ;)

Starring me and iPad

2010-12-10T22:25:00.031+08:00

I don't know why but I was so hyped over this Mini iPad. Lol, yeah..I'm loving it. Beyond cool that this thing is officially mine *drools. This mini thing was actually my oldest uncle's, but since he bought so much of latest stuff (I swear, he bought this iPad and even an iPhone4 then keep it insecurely) and not using it, why not lending me one? :) I did ask for this but like a month ago, not straightaway from him but through his sister (My aunt). Lol I know I'm not that tough to ask him frankly teehee, whatever... i am now having it. He game me yesterday,last night to be specific via text between hm, myelder sister and brother :D only God know how excited I was. For real, I jumped of my feet!

BTW. At the same time, my elder sister, Kaka Fiqah wasn't there, she went out sending our Usu to Brunei's only airport for their honeymoon to Dubai :D wohoooo! Better behave~~ lmao.

My fingers are kinda cramping 'emselves, & I am still adapting myself to this thing ;{) alright xoxo.

Twosday!

2010-11-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

Dear day

2010-11-22T14:20:00.005+08:00

What am i waiting for? For a download to finish :B

Okay, I'm waiting for torrent to release 90210 S03E10,Best Lei'd Plan. ha! I'm curious about what's going over Liam and Navid. Now.. i'm about to start The Vampire Diaries, I know... outdated person here! Gossip Girl, heartache!

Entries;

I'm on msn, chatted and laughed my ass off! Seriously, the lame jokes really works for me. Silence required, so i can't laugh that hard, plus discipline. Ha-ha yes, discipline must be here *tapping my chest* getchit? So, someone just started a conversation with me, i bet he's a city boy, and wth? his eagerness to show me his ~~washboard abs~~. LOL, i'm not that damn easy! Should i mention his name here? Any courtesy needed? No, Its... okay. i'm a nice girl. So I keep his identity. lol.

Just a tiny confession here, i miss blogging. But not as much as i miss my friends, since budget is really a thing to me right now. Its really hard to agree for their restaurant outing day. And, at home, left me and my youngest sister.. which is another issue, i have to look after her. Can't hang out. I just wish we have another maid, or someone to babysit her :) That's okay, she's good enough, she's 6. :) lol hei! I LOVE MY SISTER! and i also need some space for fun

Okay tired of typing. Here are some pictures of us at Prego Mauri, celebrating Usu Faizal 28th Birthday :)

Me and Pussy Foot! Yummms! It sounds so freak, ya! I laughed at it, but then it was my choice!

My pasta :) It was Pasta Roulade. Spinach filling and Cheese sauce :9

Afee's Crazy Cow :D (I know, the drinks sounded all freak)

Her Pasta. I can't recall what's the name

Meat Lasagna. Abg and Usu Faizal's order

2010-11-20T16:25:00.000+08:00

Dear readers ;)

1. I'm gonna miss school. 2. Three months holiday. 3. What can i gain from 3 months holiday? Temporary job? sure... i wanna try Tez' Amor cafe, or Prego Mauri. But i know my dad~ won't let me... :D why? he loves me! you know that!? he LOVES me! shut up, whatever!

I have something to share with you here. Do you ever feel some kind of pain on your head, like... pain~ sore~ sorta thing, you know.. not headache, neither brain freeze or migraine. So, here's the thing. Its like a little tiny thing on your scalp, pain like a zit! oh yes. zit... they both share the same pain. Aw, they're siblings! welcome home Zitty Zits! Let just call it Zit-head :P I experienced this, last week? I think so. Yeah. It caused sleepless nights, and dreamless nights. So unpleasant. Very uncomfortable. The worst pain every night.. seriously, i could tear myself away from it if i was brave enough to cover this thing up with cool but hot cream? But no way I washed my hair with cold water, and ~~ice~~ . For real, Ice. i know, it was not cool. But it gave a very good reaction, less pain and good sleep. But say nayy to left facing direction while sleeping or i have to feel its consequences :S

I'm fine today. No Zit-head. ha-ha :D

Catch me up next time. xoxo Q

Promised pictures

2010-11-20T15:32:00.006+08:00

As I promised yesterday: Here are the pictures :D

The people on extra vacation are, *drumrolls*

Abg & Usu Faizal :)

Me and Usu Mas :D

While we shopped for heels, they sat on the million cost couch. Oh kidding, I just i love that couch!

The only priceless thing i saw on the wall of our hotel room :P lol.

We shopped! Shopped! Shopped!

"Bumiputra Commerce dekat je~," Yep, right at the back of our hotel :S

I know it blurs a bit. But this is memory :)

Not really a nice view, but love the lightning!

Lot10 as a background, and! I looked damn short! Don't want that! :|

We bought this! Sparkling!! for beer, we really didn't know that! But don't worry, its NON-ALCOHOLIC! :D

Isetan, looking for Calvin Klien and Anna Sui ♥

Yellow Cab Pizza Co. Yummm~ lol, we didn't even go there. We happened to go to Sungai Wang ;)

Unexplainable mess!

Last shot in the hotel room :') see? we tried that biscuits :9 GP Y'know~

Airport... Byebye KL. See you next year!

Longed Freedom

2010-11-19T16:48:00.005+08:00

I longed for this! This FREEDOM. After a month spending times with piles of books and notes, clipped pages and so on. Well at the same time, we were going slowly and smoothly to reach this freedom. When I come to a conclusion that "Life can never works without knowing things,". That explained.

Entries;

Okay, been there done that! Tho exam has ended... which all students crazed for it, i know. But there's one more thing that left to be afraid of, result. Yes, result!! Hoping very bad to get 8'Os. It'll means a lot to me :) and my future!

So, what's next? HOLIDAY FEVER! I've listed everything, not everything yet!

5Sc4 day out
Movies
Dancing
Clear school stuffs
3D!
90210, Pretty Little Liars (okay, i'll wait for next episode!), Vampire Diaries.
what important? TV Shows~~ & MTV
Bedroom renovation + deco!

For real, I have no idea what to post about. ~~Wait up~~, about the past few months......yea! I DO. I went to KL with my Abg, Usu and her fiance`, Usu Faizal aha! It was awesome! lol. But not as awesome as you think. Less money, Less fun. getchit? (Oscar's accent)

4 days and 3 night. Kowloon Hotel. We chose Kowloon just cause its near to Masjid India as well as Sogo AND helped to save our budget for shopping :D . At first we wanted to have a try at Allson Genesis Hotel or that whatever i can't recall. But we were there to company our Usu buying things for their 'Hantaran' you know~ Kahwin Married2 things, so accept the fact that we were there helping for ideas. Not just having fun.

I bet you're still wondering when: It was on the 24th -28th August. During the Fasting month. All days were tiring. But we didn't care, the time was ticking and tocking as we explored all over. (not all) ..... 7.24PM, we broke our fast.

Pictures will be posted tomorrow, can't post 'em tonight. My eyes are heavy. No panda eyes. Avoid eye-bags, since I'm not using Garnier :) According to my principle, my life~ principle is that: Natural Beauty is #01. (puiiiiii! enough Qibah, enough!!!!) leave the crap!

Catch me up on my next post! xoxo, Qxx

Kendall 20th

2010-11-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

Dear BTR fans out there!

The youngest member of Big Time Rush is having his 20th birthday today! :O

HAPPY BIG TIME BIRTHDAY @HeffronDrive

or yeah, OUR KENDALL FRANCIS SCHMIDT! For his 20th Birthday.

"The day is crazy Kendall, but the city is yours,"-BTR

XM's coming. Will be lack of updates.

2010-10-08T12:50:00.002+08:00

BIG O'LEVEL EXAM IS FINALLY HERE!!

WON'T BE UPDATING MY BLOG.

UNTIL MY LAST PAPER (BIOLOGY 1) NOVEMBER 19th.

WISH ME THE BEST OF LUCKS!

**smooches**

Home

2010-08-18T11:54:00.004+08:00

I couldn't come to school today... We received an emergency call during sahur, and my momma and pop immediately went away after Subuh prayer. Leaving me and two of my lil' sisters. We couldn't join them, since my youngest sister wasn't feeling well... So here i am, at home, blogging. After washing some clothes, hang 'em, and Iron yesterday's clothes and tweeting. The other two were busy watching TV.

What i tend to blog about was Yesterday! We were having ''Sc4 Sungkai at Anjung Warisan'' almost all of us were there, except for: Yazeen, Hanis, Elwin, Mudin, Ziana, Tyrah, Rina, Sibah :D did i missed anyone? Plus, with 3 teachers!! Mr. Tan, Teacher Jusinah, and Mammy Mazizan! ;). It was a buffet! $6 for adult and $3.50 for children. (extra promotion)

I brought Chacha along, the so-called mini me, they said. Yeah! All went ''aii!'' naa exception, she was embarrassed! Lol. There were lots of people.. Another point: The foods were delicious! *berbaloi2*

you should eat there! so, today will be my Abg's turn to Sungkai with his dudes at Anjung Warisan ;D

A picture of yesterday, i love this one. (i stole one from Syami's fb)

I wasn't there, I went home early..

Da da da

2010-08-17T13:33:00.005+08:00

Finished Qualifying, and here comes O'Level. the BIG+REAL exam :S

Its been a week away after our last paper :0 and oh! HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS! :D and advance Hari Raya. haha *slaps!*

We just received 4 exam papers, and Thank God, i passed all the 4 papers, but nyah! nyawa ikan! half life! aaaagh!

Malay Oral gonna be this Thursday :)

Super SHINee! Bonamana + Lucifer

2010-08-02T14:38:00.006+08:00

Recess!

2010-07-28T18:47:00.002+08:00

I need a break!

Exam start this Saturday! :O

And, I ~~haven't revise a bit!~~

I did~ but.... just.... like that!

Okay, will reactivate my blog soon after our exam ended!

Wish me lucks! I really need those!

what a rush!

2010-07-26T20:03:00.004+08:00

Just a very quick! quick! quick! post here! better just 'points' 'em yeah?

:) *widest smile* Our Chemistry test was postponed to someday bla bla.. i seriously don't know when, plus i heard the nextdoor class' test was ~~CANCEL~~. wuww... so cool eh?
Second here, We had Bio extraclass from 1.15pm - 3pm, Which, my dad fetched me at 4.15pm!!! wtfff!? I was burninnnn! I've to wait for an hour and a quarter! but hei! Thank Godness! I have two friends which were so... friends :) I mean Hariz and Mateen! mereka tunggu saya balik dahulu, but, Mateen balik dulu... He couldn't stand any minute! gagaga!
Thirdly, We're going for a trip to ICC tomorrow! Me, Ziana, Lia, and Acheera! haha Athirah i mean :) Meimei was supposed to join us, but then... The 'malas' mode came up. Inda tia jadi... Well, she told me that, They have a family function....something like that. :p
Done here!

PS; I love LOGAN. my FRIENDS, my FAMILY... and probably YOU!

BTR. Logan.

2010-07-25T15:23:00.003+08:00

One thing here. I love BTR. and Logan!!

Luck is on our side :)

2010-07-22T16:25:00.004+08:00

Guess what!? Our Biology test was postponed to Monday AGAIN!!!--We have Biology extra class tomorrow Friday! From 7.30-9.30am. *looooong sigh* Must. Come . Early! Or else, pumping! *and sigh*

lol. and, i was fasting, until 12.30PM :O Gaaaah- my tummy got cramped! And... You know cramp is a ~~pain~~ :| i've seriously nothing to post right now. Oh yeah! We registered our names on both Rizqun and ICC trip, for next Thursday and Tuesday!.. 2days before examination eh? Good pick! ;)

''....accept us for what we are,''

NO ho liao!

2010-07-21T20:03:00.005+08:00

No "Ho Liao noodle" for Mateen, he gave up! haha Thanks dood! Nothings up today *sigh* We went to Ayamku Fast food, just across our school; haha! Typical me! I bought Eraser and Pencil Lid, and 2 small size phone-wire hair band. Aha! Couldn't believe the seller guy still remember my name! It was SINCE last year! AND we rarely meet! Woah! He has a good memory! His parents must be so proud of him! *cut the crap!!*.

Our Chemistry practical class started at 1.15pm, (usually 1pm) *sweeeet* we did practical on Qualitative.. Nice brain of Mateen's 3 of us did 2/6 different kinds of questions, &shared the other answers *yahh!*

&The MOST shocking-unusual 'Don't-try-this-at-home' activitiy done by Mateen! What i meant here: SMOKE SPRAYED OUT OF HIS MOUTH! without anything! He did some kind of tongue-exercise, and tadaaa! Smokes! Smokes! I was totally shocked + amazed! And i ROFLMAO after Ziana convinced that his dad also have that kind of ability, but ~~smoke out from nose!!~~ That's REAL smoking! Haaaaa!

Should revised Biology right now, we have 'Sexual Reproduction + STD' test tomorrow! I really need lucks!

james maslow BTR, followed me!!

2010-07-20T15:20:00.006+08:00

AND THIS THING MADE MY DAY!!!!!!!! I you @jamesmaslow! and i'm still waiting for @1loganhenderson!

here i am, active!

2010-07-20T14:33:00.002+08:00

First thing first: I'm fasting again :) (here for deeds) ahah!

School was normal hay! Ziana was there! ~~but still coughing~~. There was Alia too :DD. both were there! and Hahaks! Meimei had the vaccine yesterday, and she whined so much that her shoulder hurts and aching! D: but kami masih.. bamming her shoulder, and she was like dancing to avoid her arm being touched. funny. :B

so.. you know what? I lost my $2.50 to Mateen! betting punya pasal! we both have different definition of Makruh. and i got the wrong answer! rawrrrr~~! *sigh* SO, I have to give him a packet of Ho Liao noodle! brrr! guess what? If i won this bet, he's going to give me a packet of Indomee. :( alaa~ bukan rezeki I kot?

AND here comes the BAD NEWS. not bad... but pretty bad news. +__+ that, our Qualifying exam will be on the 31st July, but not 2nd August. *tsk...tskk...* I can't say that I'm not ready.. but, the nerve! 8'(.

♡

Yayerrr!

2010-07-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update here. ;)

You know.. I'm fasting today. :) I talked stuffs and repeat, "Sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa," all the time. I laughed all day, and yeah! We talked non-sense! ^^

Only 6 girls attended, and Lia, Ziana were still absent. AND They'll probably come tomorrow. Ouch! They've missed a lot! (no worry, we'll try our very best to teach them what we've learned *winks*) ahah! and THE GOOD NEWS is *drum roll* Our Biology test [Human Reproduction - AIDS] had been POSTPONED! and behind all this, 2 of my girlmate begged for this! HAHA! and we made promises, that we MUST pass this test (aminnnn~ God willing)

Okay. -end-

look me in the eye~ tell me that you love me.

2010-07-18T01:54:00.004+08:00

These happened when i could only see camera, and eyeliner + black pencil. Just a little paste on both of my eyes and black color pencil ~~(LUNA)~~ for Abg's left eye, which turned out so good for guy's eye. Come on! His eye. with his thick eyebrow, looked like GIRLS'. Haha!

EYE is to LOOK. The most precious sense for everyone!

Define lasy (busy + lazy)

2010-07-16T02:48:00.002+08:00

(seriously hearing someone grinding her teeth *aaargh!*)

We went to our grans' place just now. *sigh* So happy, that we met toddler! Its a 'HE' . Named Daniel, and 3 years old! Soooooo cute! Perm eyelashes, I envy 'em! Tho i owned long-eyelashes, but i want it perm! *asteeee besyukurtah!* Like, okay :S

I should be sleeping right now, and dream! yaaah! Talking about dream; I had a very awful dream lastnight..! In THAT dream, I was soooooo sooooooo sleepy i could barely open an eyelid!, &our class was mixed with 5ss1 and 5sc3. During BIO class (what!? Bio!?) there was Mr.Tan, he gave us talk about H1N1 vaccine, and forced us to present the topic 'INHERITANCE'. What i could remember was that Zariq's group made their own keywords for Inheritance topic. sounded like; CuCuCu CoWaNaAb. (what HAHA was that right? It didn't define anything)

Now, okay... I just watched ALL videos from Super Junior, with Afee ^^. I MISS 13 OF THEM TOGETHER!! Kangin *tsk..* Hankyung *tsk..tsk..* and Kibum *uwaaaaa...!* yes! I watched from Twins to No other. How saddist is that? huuuu~

4 days holiday wohoooooooo!!!! (inda bangga sebenarnya! Marking Scheme Maths ALUM lagi buat since LAST TERM HOLIDAY!! waddtuh! dasar pemalas!) still have TWO untouched writing homework to do~ Biology TWO sets of homework, on Human Reproduction and AIDS, Chemistry past year paper, Physics Motor exercise, *loooong sigh* ITS A LOT BRO~!

Expect the unexpected, cp said so.

2010-07-14T14:49:00.003+08:00

*smile*

14th July and tomorrow's 15th. 4 days holiday. Not funny~ we have test on Monday AND on Tuesday! Bio on Monday and POA on Tuesday. *winks* ha-ha.

What a very unexpected day! with an unexpected news. A call to the conference room right after break, and we got..mhmmmm!? Oh yeah we got it! (Just a news). Typical school day, we have homework, and both are ~~writing!~~ *sadistically sobbing*. I've less thing to update right now. So, i just post about things i knew. +__+''

Staymature, ♡

EDITED..

I came to visit my girlfriend Ziana yesterday noon. i COULDN'T ENTER the room! She was in the first class (yo!).. so i talked to her through her room's glass window. (imagine saja, i did~ talked loudly) she looked fine, and she told me, she begged the nurse to let her mom to company her. (aww) I miss her so much! That was okay, seeing her smile made my day.

**** During Chemis lesson, 7th and 8th period, we did Chem Paper2 past year paper, and we were supposed to finish INDIVIDUALLY! but i kept on asking Tyrah and Meimei. At the same time, Mateen was warned, and WERE to sit next to Teacher! Guess what!? I laughed rudely at him. (and continued asking) a minute later; i heard someone was calling MY NAME! and it was Teacher Misliha. *bam on myself!* sweeeeeeet! and it was Mateen's turn to laugh! gahhh! Then i was told to sit next to teacher too! DARN! i should zipped my blabbing lips!

shoot! i should behave! come on~ anak dara mesti teranah! bukannya kan banyak cakap. Karang makin pendek! *wahhh! peraturan sendiri tercipta!* Inda pa tah, Besyukur ku tinggi ku naik 1cm ke ~~146cm~~ (alahai kesian amat!). And my weight ngam2 40! hahahah! me no longer holding the 30+ digits. (puasa inda lama lagi! makin 20+ kali?)***

REactivated!

2010-07-13T16:32:00.001+08:00

Dear my abandoned blog, ^^ tee-hee
I couldn't accept the fact that: I'M SKIPPING TODAY'S LESSON. One, my tummy is feeling so unwell! Its so painful. Two, No water. Okaaaay, i woke up at 6.15am, rushed to the loo. (*yeah) Just drips on myself. Then, i put on my "inside" things, put on my school uniform. DARN!! My tummy was aching! Dammit! It was so-the-very-the-painful. I really wanna go to school! I don't wanna missed Bio, POA.. 20 days to Qualifying Exam y'knaww! How am i not worray!?

Right! so my previous post was May!? ha-ha It was "Aaron Kelly AI09 Was Eliminated" post. Since we have our own access (Thank God), I post, and reactivated my blog, and formspring!? (lagi tia ku malas!). but still, i'm not sure I could be soooo active. Come on~ Exam! [RT @qibahhYODA buka tutup mata buka tutup TADAAA exam!] there you go~ ahaha

Aaron Kelly

2010-05-09T16:03:00.004+08:00

Aaron was eliminated last Thursday, I feel bad for him. Aaron was eliminated or not, I am still here supporting him as a fan. HUGE fan!!

Aaron was amazing the other night! well EVERY NIGHT! I hope to hear some more from him someday, and wish for his record.

xxxxooooo Aaron!

Welcoming Green to my teeth (;

2010-05-09T15:06:00.001+08:00

Aloha! I skipped school on Saturday; maklum sudah : LAZY SATURDAY! ahha.. lol, but i have reason!

Got appointment to attend! Bracie thingy! and LOL: The Dr. put about 3 different materials into my mouth, and oh! she pressed hard her thumb over my gums. rrrrr! pain!.....AND! she asked me to choose a color! and... this that this that, ¨I want green,¨ yea! so I have green things on my brace! AWESOME!

I companied 2 of my little sisters ( not me actually, our maid does!) on their School Sports Day (St´ James). They were both in Laksamana team! Blue in color! (like sisters!) I am in Laksamana team but YELLOW! I was there... overall only for 15 minutes, Went home right after the ~~Marching, National anthem and the ¨ikrar¨~~ I saw just a few of my ex mates. and oh! I saw Lia too! ;)

Shoot! have nothing to update! blank-o! Okay, lastly.. arrived home, just a peek on my facebook, received 1 inbox. My Geography and Physics marks. I passed my Physics and ~~failed my Geo!~~ twice!! O-MY-GOD! I must improve my Geo! It´ll de-motivated me to death! roaaaaar!

Okay, xoxo.

2010-05-01T19:23:00.001+08:00

May first. *Sigh. We had tests this morning. Maths Matrices and Geography Settlements i hope i'll pass both paper. =p aminnnn.... Semoga Allah mengizinkan.(Wahhhhh) Pasal dimalam, ku scanned nganya paper Geo ah, mcm si pandai nya urg. :| Maths... Just a little practise :-) Okay lah, memadai jua apa yang ku belajar semalam sama paper tadi. Teheee~ ohh! Birthday greetings here!!! So;

:) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SWEET SCHOOL PHOTOGRAPHER AND ENGLISH TEACHER, SIR MO!! AND MY EX-MATE. AMALHS...! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU, MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU,:-) LONGEVITY, HEALTH AND PROSPERITY. MAY YOU HAVE A VERY BRIGHT SUCCESSFUL FUTURE!!

yayyy! And ! HAPPY ADAU GAYO! TO ALL DUSUNS!! ~~i can understand a bit of your language! Hehe~~ Me and Kaka were actually invited to Mizimiji's Adau Gayo. Unfortunately, we can't go.. My granma didn't let us. Boo~ i wanna come so bad! Since it'd be the first time to attend Adau Gayo celebration, huuu ;-].. What can i do..?

So, the thing is; i miss mobile update, *sigh...* i know righttt mcm apa saja~ hahaha. Lol... Tomorrow we'll gonna have 'The Siblings, Aunt and Cousins hangout at BSB' Hmmm... Gadong to be specific. :] plus, i'm craving for FunDonuts! I love the cheese chocolate one!! Yummm! *IDK why i didn't care so much of my braces...SHOULD BE!*

XOXO, to be honest... My fingers cramped sudah! Bye! ;-) and Thanks for reading....

She still got it. He's just getting it.

2010-04-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

Post! Post! *lame =__="

Okay, I attended the Prefects and MPPs meeting this morning. :) *sigh no problemo. Everything ran smoothly. and I didn't have my breakfast that morning. :/ Think how hungry i was, plus, dehydrating! well, not actually. I drank tea. :) AND was still seriously sleepy! I slept at 3am last night. I spend an hour for soothing song before I went to my dreamland and about 2hours watching "The Rebound" while @FiqahMS was on the phone with @Ariff11 :) so sweet to have midnight calls from your sweetheart uh? brrr.. That's was okay if i don't have one. (Cause i still have Justin Bieber and Aaron Kelly... hahaha that's so super-mega-lame). Move on, yeahhh.. "The Rebound" is a good movie! Age is not the matter for love! okay? haaa! so there are "scenes" in this movie, lol.... I found the interesting part was when Frank Jr. continued Aram and said "...with sperm!" haha LOL right!

So tomorrow; we're going to sit for 2 tests! okay... *huge sigh* Math on Matrices and Geography : Settlement which supposed to be sat yesterday. *giant sigh* I've practiced the Matrices from my past-year book and hell what!? Only 3 - 4 corrects! I don't wanna drop the F-bomb cause its rude! (esehhhh) so, better revised by now. (Karang last minit nada hasil SANDI!)

Back, so here is "The Rebound" summary;

Sandy, upon discovering her husband's infidelity while watching her son's birthday video, leaves the suburbs and moves into the city. She gets an apartment that's above a coffee house where she befriends one of the workers, Aram, a guy whose wife only married him so she could get a green card. Aram's family thinks he's wasting his life and education by working in the coffee house. Soon after moving into the apartment, Sandy hires Aram to be her nanny while she takes on work for the first time since her children where born. It isn't long when Aram and Sandy find they get along wonderfully and start to date. But the question is: is their relationship real or is it, in fact, just a rebound for both of them?

WATCH THIS! AND YOU'LL ENJOY IT!
Believe me...

xoxo That's all for today. ;)

Aaron Kelly

2010-04-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

*gahhhh so cute!

Aaron Kelly, 17.

I just revealed his actual birthday date just now. its April 2nd. yeayy.. April. cute!! and I'm HAPPY that he was SAFE! He made it through TOP5!!!! woohooooo! congratulation Aaron!! I wish he'll stay until the final TOP2! ;D yes! This moment made my day!

I'M YOUR FAN!

PS :( and Siobhan was eliminated :o. I feel very sorry for her!

Hooya!t

2010-04-24T17:29:00.005+08:00

What do i have for my update here..?. :) ngeee~ So here are the things to be said;

We sat for Physics Magnetism & Static electricity test this morning 8.10am to be specific ;) I knew I did lots of mistakes, but i wish i'll pass. Guess what? I just remembered about this test at early in the morning, right after my Subuh prayer. *sigh* Tuhan tolong mengingatkan aku pasal test ani bah tu, Cause' who know i might fail the paper. 8-)
Next, We had Geography presentation on Problems & Solutions of Water supply in Urban Area. We were the 3rd group to face. Me, Meimei, Adib, Bazlee Hafiiz and Mudin were there and Alia was absent due to errrawr, shouldn't be mention here i think. So. lol :s Our show was kind of.. Lack-of-something. You know what i mean, when there were nervousness and doubt-ion. But, we managed to finish it with claps! *since i said : "That's all from us, *4secs gap* The Water Supply Group yeaaaa!!" yes! I did say this aloud! :$
Recess- me and Athy interested on one of the flyer in our school notice board, about the A-Team organized Dikir and Nasyid something, so we went to ask Sir Omardi. :) well, It is a competition per group. not School and Maktab, :/ so.. cancel laa. inda jadi ikut. nyehh
English at the 7th and 8th period. We did summary. :D and finished it at the end of the lesson.
And lastly, Mathematics, All students over-all favorite subject. right? I like maths, I like calculating. hee hee, but i just can't figure out why i can only score A 8times. (in my whole school-test life) yeahaahaa. duhh~ I'm grateful for it! So, in class, we continued our previous exercise on Matrices. and hayy! kinda relief to hear this news : OUR TEST WILL BE POSTPONED TO 1st MAY. yeahh hooray uh!? dum-dum-bi- dum-dum-dum-bi-dum-bum.
*sigh* My uncle picked me up. and brought us to his office, and here i am sitting on his rolling chair, updating blog, tweeting, on msn, youtube, 4shared, articles, American Idol, bla bla..*no need to be so complete, lady!*

ONE MORE THING! I WAS ADDED BY THIS ONE ADULT. ITS A HE! FROM NOWHERE! NOT BRUNEI, I CAN TELL BY HIS TEXT, AND HIS EMAIL ADDRESS. SO, BLOCKED DELETE SUCCESSFUL!!

boring post

2010-04-13T16:02:00.005+08:00

I´m fasting today; so yeah...control my words and saying. but nothing can stop me from @justinbieber!! apakan!? okay, cut the crap!

Before that, we had the Resume bla bla yesterday, which was supposed to be held today and we had to cancel yesterday Chemistry extraclass. :| this talk/briefing taught us how to write / fill the CV form, *sigh* normal~ Ended at 3pm, but I told Ayahnda ku to pick me at 2.30pm. I thought I was gonna die, tapinya.. bwahahahaha, he wasn´t care of picking me up YET . I´m safe! yeeha!

School today was great! Lia was there too, we learned new topic on POA, hmm nothing much! and.. lol stuffs happened; I received Meimei´s so-called surat layang, I heard one girl i think desperate for boyfriend, and totally forgot that i´m fasting. boo~ Dismissal was funny! I heard parents complaining about their local channel! haha LOCAL tu yoo! but true pulang. nyeh!

oh my~ #justinbiebersucks was on TT yesterday. I feel very sorry for him. It wasn´t awesome or ¨oh yeahh¨. I can´t believe how much the JB anti-fans hate him soo much, and oh..as we in the same roof, are fans of Bieber, haha! (adaka bangga). but i like him as much as i like Aaron.

ooh used to be Siwon´s die-hard fan.

Mounting accounts ;)

2010-04-11T14:49:00.000+08:00

Right, I have purples on my braces but not that stunning *woseh* for this appointment, i ~~had to~~ skipped last Wednesday´s lessons. LOL. not happy! I missed Maths and POA. My not attending school during that day leads me to have; Mounting accounts to do.. and missed maths´ skills method, and.. english. duhh~ but thank God; me dapat catch up! wheee....!! ~~vahagia~~ me tu! brr~ then what?

We had school´s 12th sport day last Saturday. CONGRATULATIONS to PANGLIMA, They´re the CHAMPION! , ;) LAKSAMANA (my sport house) won the FIRST RUNNER UP!, and PERWIRA The 2nd runner up. I didn´t join any of the event, but came to support our Sc4´s Kuthy (Tyrah), Fuad, YeeFong, Ejol, who did well during the aerobic performance and Ewan too.. he won 3rd place 800m boys C/D (?) for Laksamana. Good Wan!! (Y). Students from other schools came to compete! It was AWESOME! PJN won them!!! both Boys and Girls. If i´m not mistaken, by Le Hui and Habibuddin (sp?) wohooo! I´m very proud of you! I went LOL when it came to Laksamana´s marching part; Qeiymah was cute, her moves shine the retro dance! (me like tohh) love it. and Perkasa´s marched was smart and POWERFUL, Panglima´s and Perwira´s were great and aweeeesome too! No kidding! Besides, Me and Ziana helped to see the first aiders aid people. Looks fun eh! nyahaha! and Mateen too! lelaki ini memang tak nak kalah! selalu aku yang mengalah! brrr~ but wayyyyyy, we fought with words and actions (lifetaking actions) bwahaha! but still fun eh! we rocked it! take it as a joke! but sometimes marah jua!

okay, it ends here. booya!

Saeng Il Eunhyuk shiiii

2010-04-04T06:07:00.007+08:00

SAENG IL CHUKA HAMNIDA EUNHYUK SHIII

Happy 24th Birthday!

2010-04-04T00:55:00.000+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER ♡

JB! JB! JB! JB! JB!

Angel Beach

2010-03-30T16:18:00.004+08:00

Couple days before school reopen, Me, Afee, Ben, Arif and Shafura Pura. The siblings and cousins spent the day to MOE, Mall, Giant and Angel Beach. We never thought the day was that awesome! haha! It was an EPIC! Had our lunch at KFC, it'd been a long time since Belait's KFC was collapse! (kesian bunyinya eh..). While on our way there, we were having such a long crap sessions, plus, listening to Justin Bieber's ;) B2ST, Random!! tee ;p guess what!? It was the first time i been to 'Pantai Seri Kenangan', waaaa... lots of shells, and seaweed!? hahaha... boleh buat sushi tuuu! sinca Ka Pura forgot her Nikon, she has her 8MP Sony Ericsson gold edition, esehhh... we were vained! we were considered having a picnic, with Fun Donut! nyummmm~:P rawrr!

Brrr~ Can't post an essay here... so; ended with pictos

Me and Abg's footprints

I wasn't there! I took this!

Smilee with donuts!

owww~ siblings and cousin!

3 of us ;p

everything was a mess!

2010-03-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

Right! Welcome Back to School season! but Exam papers flu coming!

Like what our sir told us "ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE : TERRIBLE" oh yes, i agree! sooo sooo agree. So far, I failed 2 papers, and It is NOT OKAY! (of course its hell not okay) and i failed them worst! as in no hope... :(. Hopefully my upcoming results will not going to be the worst-est... *sigh*. On the other side, thank God, I passed my maths 1, POA, Geo, fuhhhh~ those 3 sciences subject scared me! But I wish there'll be unexpected miracles for me! (aminn~)

Back to school uh? Wake up early, Back in school uniform, vest, textbooks, notes, post it, pens, pencil.. blah blah blah! Do duties as a student and prefect.. 10 days holiday is not enough. boo~ not-ready-for-exam-results case! *sigh*

That should be me

2010-03-28T19:30:00.001+08:00

YOU SHOULD LOVE THIS ONE!!

Green Day

2010-03-19T03:50:00.001+08:00

Green Day event was held a day after Cross country event ;). Which was organized successfully by the school's MPPs. Where all the students were to wear anything but green (NOT against discipline). Had many activities; face paintings, tree planting, quizzes, modeling structure competition, drawing logo for Perkasa house's competition, and many more.... It was major gurrreat!

The last day for the first term. :) We should commit ourselves temporarily with entertainment (Before the BIG O'Level exam) o__O. So, yeahs.. I involved only in one activities = Face paintings. yeaaa! so does others (my mates). Ejol brought a fake mustache. I guess it was from Nanyang. Kan!? hahaah! crap! Everyone wore 'em, excluding me and Tyrah. ^^. Millions of happiness were written in each of us faces. But it wouldn't gonna reach infinite amount cause of... one of my girl was absent and ooyeah! tomorrow will be a ho-ho-holiday! :|

Green Day Momentum;

Some of them weren't together in the picture,

Me, and Ewan at the back... soon after i wrote letter 'e' on his palm. ahaha! i did it to everyone, till it composed to "Green For Life"

This is it.

Clean look before the paint attacked!

Faces in paint! Tyrah's and Meimei's cost $1 and luckily me and Alia's were free ^^

Too bad Ziana wasn't there with us.

Cross country

2010-03-17T02:43:00.001+08:00

Finally; soon after the adventure of staying awake all night! All papers had been completed with a very freaking-nervous flows in every student's nerves.

We were told a very shocking news that our Principle was no longer ruling PJN, including her daughter; Ameera, which is also a friend of mine. They were transferring to BSB; (wow!) okay.. Maktab Duli and Meera will be at Maktab Sains. :(

Let's move on here. Our school has a very common sport event (but enjoyable) every year. And 17th March (today) was our cross country. Wahaha! I was under C/D girls (16 over). I didn't even get a number! HAHA poor me! and Congratulation to Panglima house. Last but not least; to Meimei, she deserved to be one of the top 10. She was super active that day ;). Plus; I was sorta helpind the first-aider. Well not a "help" helping. I was just stand there.. and help one of the student. Here are some of the memoirs of us ♡

Honestly, me and Meimei had no idea what kind of pose we were doing.

Tyrah and Meimei just received their new Perwira's PE top. (Y) but... s sizes are still huge on them :|

breaking free!

2010-03-17T02:09:00.003+08:00

oooyeah! Exam dah habis!! (should mention this a day ago!)
First of all, comments for exam papers;

I don't think the paper were easy :/ bleggghhhh
Maths paper 2 was very... easy! IF revise from my midyear exam paper last year.
"Miracles can happen anytime," was our everyday quote during the whole exam weeks! (1 1/2 weeks probably). Just like normal students' wishes; wet exam papers, lost, postponed.. blah blah blah!
Sitting at the VERY front row was.. the fifth hard experience i had. :S. Difficulty in turning back, & my "calm" front view was the stage! Nothing up there. Kinda hot, warm i should say.
I left 3 question blank on my Chem. paper1.
I supposed, i almost cried during Bio and Physics papers. :'( It was HARD. as hard as gemstones!
Justin Bieber was famous at this moment, where only SOME of us seemed to like him; (as a fans) and others didn't. :| "Baby" was the song we used to sing. x)

I think, these are all the things commented sincerely by me. With a lightens heart; I'd loved to scream out my lungs : "WE'RE FREE NOW!" oyeahh!

posponed =_="

2010-03-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

UPDATES WILL BE POSPONED UNTIL THE END OF MY PRE-GCE EXAM.

xoxo, Qibah.

;S Nothing but that.

2010-02-23T02:33:00.005+08:00

Sleepover at my Uncle's office, shop? errr... enterprise? company i should say.. yeah. So, as usual.. I stalked people, listened to @justinbieber's songs, Aaron Kelly (+ other AI too), Logan, Siwon. haha! Tweeted, Chatted, since a long time.. with MKI. Okay.. he is such a far away friend. :S

School;

Lia was absent, I didn't know why.. she didn't mention anything.
Everything was okay! and... pft! I ~~failed~~ my Physics test, I talked crap! and Meimei advised me not to give up (thanks babe!) and Thank God! I passed my Biology! (alhamdulillah~)
Mateen did say a thing that made me felt uncomfortable. lol. I do regret at the thing i'd told him. :|
Extraclasses today were cancelled, & I bet I'll not be given Chem re-test paper, boo~
4 nudges by teacher Jusinah, 8| me and Syamiiyoghurt kept on talking!
We were told about Chem. Pre GCE practical date and time ;) 4th MARCH 2010, 2nd SHIFT. 2:45 - 4:30pm (cleaning included)
POA test on Wednesday, gotta revised later! I haven't revise since my 9 days mc!
No extraclass. Me, Ziana, Thyrah, Meimei, Syami, Hafiiz, Yeefong and Mudin were having lunch at our common fast food restaurant Ayamku. Wanted to get back to school before 2. Ended up, 5 mins to 2. :/
Awkward! There was no spark seen between me and *cough* lately! I'm sorry? New change eh?
That's all!

Okay! here's the thing, It's 12 days to our Pre-GCE O level examination = I'm not prepared yet but I SHOULD!! especially at my weaknesses subject: 3 sciences, and Maths + 1/4

POA and English. I think all! ha-ha!

[THAT STUFF KILLED ME!!] okay, i don't like it. Honestly, this's the first time I spread in my blog! I hate that kind of attitude.

Justin Bieber - Baby

2010-02-21T09:35:00.002+08:00

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm uneasy, So come and fix me
Come and shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, dooown
Justin Bieber Baby lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/justin-bieber-baby-lyrics.html

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

You can give me all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come,
Now Im all gone
You can give all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought youd always be mine

YeahYeah (5x)
Now Im all yours, yours, yours, ooh
Im yours, ooohh

2010-02-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

I MISS THIS ONE ♡

Aaron Kelly

2010-02-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

Since I've nothing to do, i watched Aaron's videos, LOL! I....I don't know why I'm so addicted to this cutie. wooo~ I even burned my ears listening to his sooth voice. They say: he's "The country version of David Archuleta" O.o kinda~ haha... He's me American Idol.

The cute-and-no-cute saying

2010-02-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

Strike! Wuwww~ there's this girl from twitter somehow, searching for a partner to fight with, and i'm the victim. oh man! i didn't know why she was so 'heartache' with my updates. duhh~ its Aaron and Logan. Non of her business. T_T I am idolising them. :/ whatever. whatever. whatdamnever. ~~I'm not going to hate you, curse you or anything, just get your hell out of my pieces!~~ i hope this's a clear explanation.

*shake* Tomorrow, Maths and English Test :S really, sets is confusing. "Sets-setting-my-mind" booya! ;D I CAN DO IT.

Vaccine injecting, suppose to be held tommorow has been stopped. (Vaccine nya white egg? no way!). Here's the thing, had anyone heard of the vaccine's side-effect? it was wow wow effects.. I'D SAY THIS - I'm allergic to egg so i don't need one It makes my lips swollen and itchayyy. brrr -__-"

Times up!

Missed the fun T__________T

2010-02-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

Serious Post this time. :S

MORNING
Woke up late, and late for school! messed up everything! school badge, homeworks, notes everywhere. & less time to get ready. Hellish uhh? I thought I'd lost my BM5 textbook.. seriously, no where to be seen! & finally it was in my drawer! haha! laughed myself and crap! Dad's screamin downstairs for breakfast.. It was 6.55am. GOD! prefect. no. late.

Class was usual, argument with Mateen all the time! Esp; in POA and Chemistry class. as he promised me a *cough* for birthday present (purple requested), And.. talking of POA... We have toned of homeworks, and revisions. :S shouldn't complain about it; Normal tuuu~ senior year kaliahh *achooo!*

RECESS: Bazlee brought dozens of chocolates biscuits (THANKS BAZZ!!) I mean for those in Dewan Legar, and seriously.. I'm full! haha! :) while doing my Chemis homework.

DISMISSED. Took notes from Teacher Jusinah... :) and home!

As you know~ Happy Chinese New Year! Today, we planned to go to Mr. Tan's 'pachoii pachoii' I'd already asked permission from my dad.. and he's common answer, " Jangan tah," I know I would cut my ears and just leave.... I wanna go~ with them (me Sc4) huu huu~ oh ~~I MISSED THE FUN~~

The person i've dreamed on

2010-02-17T14:48:00.004+08:00

You watch AI then you know him ;)

Aaron Kelly

He's cute! right? hee...hee... okay! he made it to Top 24. Gotta watch tonight American Idol lol~ Didi was awesome too!

Logan Lerman

okay.. since Siwon drop to 2nd place by this 18 year old ~~hottie~~, I bet you know why.. hahaha.

PERCY JACKSON THE LIGHTNING THIEF

2010-02-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

We watched this movie.. (for the sake of ME). & I wanna watch it more times! again!!! but the shits were that we booked the ticket tu lambaaaat . Damn! we got the bottom 3 row in Cinema 1. Imagine! ~~melanguii~~. but... happy that i was closed to him ;) hehehe! Percy Jackson; The Lightning Thief was a damn good A++++ movie! really love the actions and the (HERO!) sound effect! rock it! i love the show! really love it!

That was charming!

2010-02-13T15:08:00.001+08:00

Update here.

3 belated birthday wishes ;D Durrah, Melcom and Chang. Really appreciate those belated greetings. ^^ lol~ we had Physics & Geography tests this morning, it were *yawn* not okay, but i hope i pass both paper. ;D huge hope. [RECESS] both 5sc3 and 5sc4 were called for a short meeting with Principle. :O a talk on scholarship and June O. if either some of us wanted to take June O. well, me? no. no. i take November O. ;D

bla bla... we had normal class on English Right on my way to the edge of Neptune, Melcom called me, and asked me to wait for him at Dewan Legar after dismissed, he wanted to ask me some question. O.o im curious, but i answered him okay. i'll wait.

Then we had Maths. do Matrices. lol. seriously... i'm blank! ~~EVERYONE~~ had already learnt, but me and Hariz both O.o. thank god, it wasnt difficult. it was OH-KAYY..

DISMISSED
Waiting for Melcom at Dewan Legar, hehehe... and there he is! He couldn't see me, lol. i ran to him. quite a convo;

Me : Melcom! yea.. whats your question? i'm curious already.

Him : *head scratching* oh yaaa my question. aha i forgot already, what question uh?

Me : i don't know, im the one who suppose to ask you that kind of...

seriously... he cuts me.

Him : actually, i wanted to give you this,

he opened his file, and found.....

Me : thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much Melcom.

Lol. a very surprising question, a box of present. i love it anyway... its a bracelet ;D thank you Melcom. my lol husband. hehehe....

Special 16 year old

2010-02-10T13:40:00.003+08:00

ILLEGAL 16th OF MINE ♡

My real thought was that, i know today is going to be my special day, turning 16 is not my issue, i love being 16, well, humans still welcoming my 16 years life. I received a BIRTHDAY scream dash song from 3 of my sisters. (love it!). lol. 100+ notifications on facebook, many replies on Twitter, Guys! this is more than enough to make me happy! First advanced greetings from SyafiqUNTA, followed by Meimei♡ love love love. 12am greets from facebook Nurul Hafizan, Feena Jefri and my cousin Faiz Hamid that´s the Top 3 i can only mention. hehe. I watched Definitely Maybe as my morning movie. and Lovely song Come on by Ben Jelen. (I´ve twisted my mind thought it was Ben Leden ¨even Laden¨) haha!I have a serious crush on that song! so, memo: The one who can sing me that song, seriously... you draw a rainbow in my heart. (eyaaa~ apakan?) but yes. Seriously.. i love that song, his sooth voice and piano. (what about guitar?) haha. Can´t stop imagine.

Okay, my life as an Illegal 16 year old lady, Living my life happily, and cheerfully, starting to know, learn and dive into 2010. Form 5 in Pjn, having lots of friends.. (okay? this more like introducing.) Okay! sixteen. the number they´re all talking about. I´m not sure why, but in kindergarten i know I was taught. It is~ a number. Well, I´m having it now. I. HOLD. THE. 16. (I´m not the only, i know) As a 2nd elder sister to those little 2 kiddos, I´ll try my best as a 16 year old sister this year, I hope i can love you more, and teach you the good thing and not swearing. speaking of swearing, I made a new rule, ¨NO SWEARING ON MY BIRTHDAY¨ yep! I really mean it. To elder Sister @FiqahMS you can´t swear today, haha.. respect 10 February. Okay, thanks for the birthday song and greetings. To my Family, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! To my friends and relatives, Thank you so much for everything, for the non stop greetings and wishes. THANK YOU.

I think, This is it. 16 year old girl is out!

Just who i am, eye conjunctive healer.

2010-02-08T17:07:00.011+08:00

Okay, as an eye conjunctive healer. I'm happy to announce that, IM HEALING. wheee! i can go to school like usual, sign in, chit chat, hehe.. but not tomorrow, on Wednesday. love. yes dear, its my 16th birthday *sigh* im getting older, and yet mature. legal? in western, but... here, i am a big fat illegal, *huge sigh*.

I remember, i'd already informed here about the ~~horny~~ *cough* movie. ohh my god, im still 15, i must not watch em, but i don't know, the movie is getting more interesting (:| I eject the movie exactly at the very first x part! I'm not lying. this. is. the. truth. when my instinct got stronger, and my finger pressed the square button. *sigh* i know this movie is "awesome"), its full badwords script, and ~~[UNRATED]~~ writtened dvd. lol, there is more actually, teeheehee :8) i happenend to buy "CRUSH" instead of this-horny-movie. lol. the first first movie that lol me.

Move on, i am the girl who missed a LOT of very important points in Biology, Chemistry, Physics, POA, Maths and Geography and about to sit for tests very soon, i'm not yet prepared! grrrr...., wuuuu you can see me shaking here. :D Don't worry sweethearts, I'll be at school this Wednesday *winks to sc4* i hope i can. :)

xoxo

PS. You. must. watch. the. movie! ask me if you really want to know, i have twitter..... i have facebook. haha.

chancellor hall and all around bandar

2010-02-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

I should say... Today is very-exhausting and sore-ing. Boo~ slept at 3am lastnight, lol. And woke up at 8.30am. (was that early?) ithinkso. 9.30am Me, Fiqahms, Granna and Aunt were attending a wedding ceremony at Chancellor Hall UBD. cool eh..? So, yeah.. I wore this clear shed, and sunny weather.. My eye really can't expose to sunlight, when i felt like my eye was bleeding. It. Was. A. Holy. Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain. My tears couldn't stop falling. ;-] fuhh, right then we went to hmmm... Entah. Like malas ku having a long update ni so.

1. I bought dvds, Super Junior and one of it was kind of horny haha. I say it.
2. Greentea and Frapuccino
3. Home.

There it is. Done! Bye.

Another 6 days mc :((

2010-02-06T22:02:00.005+08:00

Dear Friday..... (x.0) *mata sakit*

Let's make everything simple!

:/ 6 Days mc x( My eye.. you know~ bangkak!
Missed tests. ; Biology, Chemistry, POA, Geography.
I CAN"T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M (not well) ON MY BIRTHDAY D:

pfttt` hell yeah! sleepover Lumut tonight. Going Bandar tomorrow, Chancellor Hall and probably to ICC . ohh btw! @FiqahMS's Alevel result was out! and ho ho ho! :) Congratulation kakaku! ;) I wish I'm the one who can surprise you a grand pearly white Audi A6! (do you like the sport one?) on your coming 20th birthday ^^ (B) teeheehee~ but, oh apakan jadi *sigh* mata ku ini sungguh tidak meyakinkan. like.. it's hard to believe man~

Girls, I'm sorry... 6 days mc!? It is damn like a ho-ho-holiday! (plus past 3 days mc = 9 days T___T") very unfortunate!!. Which lead to ME wearing a shed everywhere. She (Dr.) said, "must avoid from expose sunlight", "wipe it only with tissue (if possible..wet tissue)," "6 days INDOOR!," but I make it to... OUTDOOR. haha! lol. once in a time~ rule breaker, y'knaw~. My mc written "~~conjunctivities~~" HEI! Its. an. affection. !. come on~ be patient Bit! (wa'sbiru InnAllaha ma'as 'sabirin) oh... Sesungguhnya Allah itu beserta dengan orang yang sabar.
stop. the. talk. qibah! stop it!! okay, *I feel like my eyeball is almost to popout everytime i sneeze!*

Move on.....to: Mr.Tan, I'm sorry...! I'll sit for your test as soon as i'm healing! okay sir.. hehehe. Teachers, Chemist re-test this Monday is.... (i can't attend!) o.O! POA.... I missed a lot!. Geography. [safety first!!] hw(s) teacher masih ada1 yang alum buat cher... plus 1 lh, if termasuk notes (L) teacher lawaa!

tsk...tsk... :'( once again; "I CAN"T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M (not well) ON MY BIRTHDAY" booo! no wonder #februarysux by Syami and Fuad :| (saya faham... saya pun rasa begitu jugak!). I want my day to be with ♡5Sc4! their joke! their song! their voice! their laugh! their look! awww~ ♡ I MISS YOU ALREADY GUYS! ♡ (3 + 6 = 9 days mc) are soooooooooo UNCOOL! I need you all!

but.......THAT'S OKAY!!!!!!!! CHOI SI WON pun 10 FEBRUARY KANN!!!??? iatah ku bahagia tu naaaahh! (lupakan compo si Syamiiyoghurt). Suju celebrate. @twelfs celebrate TWITTER pun jua! ehehe... *sobbing* terharu ku eeh!

alriiight! okayyyy! gara gara GO! ;)

♡xoxo

Husky voice :/ torn me.

2010-02-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

Boo~ im so not healthy right now. i need more antibodies, (i wrote "our body has antibiotics" twice in Bio test.). Red eye, and husky voice. ehemm~ T_T huu..huu...

Wednesday, 3rd February 2010

Still my mc, i got 3 days mc :/. But i attend classes. hahaha, "goodgirl? = NO" i came to school-
x. For the sake of UK Exhibition.
x. Didn't wanna left Lia alone in the Bus.

^^ 5 of us, Me, Lia, Adib, Syami & Fuad. ;D Well, kind of ahemm ahemm in the bus, and listening to the tape, (the bus driver's). All Hindustans. and Lia and Ruwai sang along. i wanted to, but.... aku inda tau! haha! I do~ sing, ~~when my voice was still fine.~~

Arrived at the mall at 3pm, Me and Lia straightaway to Rizqun restroom.. i need her to drop the antibiotic in my eye. :DD. later after that, PJN-ians were no where to be seen, we lost the track of them! O.O. this was so uncool!
3 mistakes;
x. we entered other school briefing.
x. we entered the wrong hall. ada banyak makanan.
x. we spot the wrong Syami. :(.
It was very humiliating! verryyy~

Skip.
- Me and Lia tried the survey, and both of us won a UKexhibition bottle :DD

- Met abg Nabil, tried Kensington/Laksamana College Business. no scholar. its a private :( boo

- We had our lunch at Jollibee fastfood. aku seliur ia punya cheese. damn!

- Helped Adib and Lia searching for things. 8). unfortunately, only 10mins left. D: and sad faces were seen in the bus, awww~

- Met my AAC friends, got no chance to take pictures with them.. my affection- they tryna avoid eye contact. MKI was there to, but, Pkahh.... nada~

Back in the bus, lol. short confession pasal NAIM. he knows~, ghost stories, Games, jokes, and oh.... crap! My voice broke! (right after i entered the bus.)

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okay, i think, this is all :8D.

Red eye affection x(

2010-02-01T11:52:00.003+08:00

I went home early today :/ :/ My red eye was gettin worse! I missed Bio test, i missed my junior. hahaha what what? whatever! I'm not okay now. I'm not feeling well :S total crap! CRAP! My eye was burning, headache, and my leg was aching too! D: im not happy with my condition. i want my Chem. mark! i want Bio test! arggghh, i called my mom, admin's phone. she was kind of, -- siapa suruh kau ke Miri balik akhir2? -- that was considered warning. haha! :C boring. We have Eng extraclass today. Biology and Chemistry extra is cancelled :D Haha. but hello? i wanna go back in school uniform. but cannot.

(im talking to myself)

I LOVE FEBRUARY <3

Belated birthday, and 'Brown' boy from mengaji class ^^

2010-01-22T12:33:00.001+08:00

Friday. hello ;D.

Yesterday.
Meimei's 16th and Faiz's and Grand-dad's 75th birthday. <3 love them. Oreo cheesecake and Blueberry spongecake for my Grand dad. wheee- but Im worried of my teeth. lol. I brushed them immediately. ;D. And the kitten that i'd mentioned the other day, has died and, lost my mood. gahhhhh~

Back. and hello Friday.
As usual, must attend mengaji class, 8-10am, but we went home early, and arrive late too. (against rule) ;D that's what we call rugged. o.O and, lol. lol. lol. i like this boy, not like but "like" and adore him. haha! I like "like" him. cute and smart. as simple. as that. yeahh. so, i told my no-longer-little brother, if the 'cuteandsmart' boy really a friend of him. what. the. hell. the boy Im talking about here is a year7. haha. but. tall (than me, not you). he he he. Our ustaz was there, and theirs was there too, so we weren't mixed D: haa! [Note- He. is. a. brother. to. you. Qibah. Do. Not. fall. for. a. 3-years-younger-boy. than. You.] okayyy! He wore brown, nature color! Like it!

BETTER STOP THIS.

I think, what do we call this? pedo? pido? whatever mispeller. Im in the element.

Syupeojuni saranghae (!?) CRAP.

2010-01-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

Whee.. Monday noon! Lol. I'm free, i think, only have 1 homework. and.... NO TEST! hahaha. We sat for Chemistry test just now, and... it was, fineeee~ thank God. :S me and others thought it was damn hard, lol. but it wasnt that damn, whehehe ^^ and, all this time, i didnt revise. most of it, i read novel, watching TV and. oh! Wasting my chance. aiyaaaa!! Beside that, I am now a prefect, no more Student council, they said, inactive. aku mau jadi mpp balik, but. its too late sweetie! boohoo! by the way;

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY TO AZHAR HARITH, MY COUSIN ^^

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINZY OF 2NE1. SAENG IL CHUKKA HAMNIDA

I have ulcer! ouch! it hurts everytime i laugh. brggghh! I shudnt get tired of it actually, but Alhamdulillah~ and, right outside of it, i have this ugly skin creature, pasal nuts allergic. aaargh. i couldn't believe, im allergic to nuts!? Whoootttaaaa! whatever! And, i can't even eat food with oyster sauce. (kan yang nyaman2 inda tia ku dpt makan!!) Or else, itch here. itch there. itch. itch. itch. itch.... 99x hahaha! But i never have the eager to rub them. haha! goodgirl gitu. yakkk puii!

cut. the. crap. booya.